#gunslinger;

[bvriedalive]

so much has happened and nothing has happened at the same time. nothing new, at least.

the only new thing is how much he makes me smile and not feel like an idiot everything I talk. I'm new to someone actually caring about me and I hope it lasts. I.. like him so much more than I want to say already cause I don't want to be too much. but I actually feel like I'm enough instead of too much when I'm with him.

if some people want to be mad at me for being happy, then I'm okay with that. I need to put myself first for once.

[bvriedalive]

I knew things would balance out but I never expected this.

I'm yours. I haven't said that to someone in years, but I'm so glad to say it to you.

[bvriedalive]

it's weird to talk to an ex about someone I'm interested in... but also comforting? it's ... yeah. weird.

[bvriedalive]

dear mental illnesses: stop letting me get attached every time I spend long periods of time with someone!!! stop overthinking it!!!! just stop!!!!