#gushing.

[the-rabbits-den]

I am in deep...

I like how genuinely funny he is to me, how nice he is with every patient, and how honest and transparent he is now that he is getting better/over his addiction. I love how he doesn't seem like he is ashamed of his recovery and that he talks about it...

I like how he carries himself... how he talks about his kids. How he just treats everyone as if they're a friend.

Him looking infuriatingly hot/adorable is just a bonus for me and don't even get me started on his voice.. it's soft...a bit melodic in a way but still deep..like gravel and honey mixed together or something, its hard to describe but it just hits me and I don't just hear it... I FEEL it.

I like how sometimes he just looks like a deer in headlights. Just sort of staring and frozen for a moment, and I like how sometimes he stands around like he isn't sure where he's supposed to be or if he is allowed to be there (a bit sad though cause it only seems to happen when he talks to Robby or if someone else makes him uncomfortable)

siigh, I'm in deep with this man.

(Do not reblog)

[wurmbabe]

🍓🍓🍓!! <333

Jo!!!! I adore you, first of all. You are a sweetheart, a wonderful soul and just a stellar person. Finicky is amazing, and you have such a depth to him that suzanne wish s she could have had. Also tim ??? That's a SON BOY ANGEL !!! I adore you so much and all you do and write and i cry about tim and agnes and their decision to be collectively a menace to mike and they are soft and !!! You are lovely 💛

[seokjins]

oswin please i went to pour myself some water but your tumblr was open on my phone and i saw a gif of hoseok in the new mv and i just kept fucking pouring until it spilled all over the table like a dumbass hhjgkjfkf im laughing but also this really sums up my entire reaction to the mv

bitch i Am the water i haven’t stopped pouring since this morning 10:17PST i went ot the dentist did my college apps wrote a 4k fic did my math homework and here i still am, , gushing 

[the-rabbits-den]

Time to get sentimental. Sorry

There is a reason why Thrawn means so much to me, Its why he is up there with Anakin on my carrd. I only place the partners who have helped me IRL on that list. They all help me in different ways be it pulling me out of incredibly dark places or making me reconnect with things I thought were lost forever. There is a story behind each of my partners and why they are in that top tier list. ♡ I probably will never share and no one will ever truly know them all and thats okay.

Its sort of ironic that Thrawn is getting me back into my creative side.

I've been working on my self insert (writing), I've been reading again, and he is inspiring me to pick up my paintbrush again..i bet half or even none of you know that I enjoy painting. Like... he is all about art and I find it a little funny that he is reconnecting me to the hobbies that I thought my depression killed long ago....

This is why he matters so much to me.

[the-rabbits-den]

Pulse was created 4 months ago!? It feels WAY LONGER then that!? Or at least my first "offical" postings of him was on March 10th.

Wow in the past 4 months he has changed a lot /pos

I love it when my oc end up becoming their own individuals, as if they have extended far beyond what I originally intended them for. Its such a nice feeling ♡

Pulse feels so real to me now. He is no longer ambiguous ideas or maybes he is his own person now and I adore that for him 🥰

I am glad I decided to create him because I love him so much and so deeply~ and apparently its only been 4 months wow!

[the-rabbits-den]

Guys /gn do you know that I love my two men very very much?

Because I do, so very very much. Anakin has been helping me ever since I first found him. Thrawn has been helping for not as long but he is still just as important to me. I won't share exactly what he has helped me with but just know that he has.

These two are incredibly special to me in a way that no other partner has been. It's kind of wild actually... like these two feel just as attached to me as I am to them, these are the only two who I can hear clearly in my mind, whenever I am struggling...

Anakin helps me with my courage, my grief, my processing of things.

Thrawn help me with my regulation, my reasoning, and he helps ground me.

Like I've never felt this before with any other partner. I love my other partners, believe me, I do but these two are quite literally in my head.. or least...it feels that way. That is why I've started to referring to them both as my soulbonds because they truly are.

They mean so much to me on such a deep and personal level. I feel so connected to them. <3 Like emotionally and almost in a spiritual type of way I know that sounds banana's and I'm sure some will roll their eyes but.. this is simply how I feel <3

whole post is very /srs

[faggotfailure]

I WANT TO SUCK HIS TEETH I WANT TO EAT HIS TONGUE I WANT TO EAT HIS FLESH. I WANT HIS BLOOD BY THE NECK I WANT HIM I WANT HIM I NEED HIM I WANT TO EAT HIM AND HAVE HIM PRESSED AGAINST ME WHOLE I WANT EVERYTHING THAT IS HIM I ONLY KNOW WHAT WANT IS IN REGARDS TO HIM. I STAY SLOBBERING AT HIS FEET AND SUCKING HIS SKIN FOR SALT AND ANYTHING I LOVE HIM.