#gvdeons 001.

[scrras]

@gvdeons     again     didn’t ask for this .

          ‘     COULD YOU SIMPLY NOT contain yourself , this is a celebration , not a whore house .      ’

[hightcwers-blog]

@gvdeons      didn’t ask for this .

          SHE WAS SEEING THINGS ,      that had to of been the reason , that had to of been the only way . it was the wine , too little food and too much wine had clouded her senses , leaving a vision of him in their wake , of him she hadn’t thought of in moons , perhaps it was punishments for her decisions before he left , that she was prepared to do what no woman should before marriage , but she’d loved him , he was hers as she was his , all she needed doing was asking her brother , but he was gone before they acted upon it , he was gone without a farewell and now , with too much wine , she ached once more , like she did when word struck he had left . tears prickled behind blue eyes , but despite her lack of sobriety she’d never let them fall .     ‘     no. not now .      ’    she spoke to herself , perhaps catching the eye or two of a near by lord and lady as a hand braced herself upright against a pillar .      ‘    please not  h e r e .      ’