Did Test Hypno Game1 by @h-sleepingirl today, twice. So spoilers for that. The first time i don't think i got very deep and when my body's reactions did not match the reactions the game was saying I was feeling it took me out of it even further. Did it a second time, 4 or 5 hours later, this time in the dark (like physically in a dark room) and all the way through. I think it sort of worked. I was choosing to go along with what the game was telling me to do, but i was going along with it. Even at the end where it was counting me out, i could have just skipped that and stopped being in trance, but i didn't, I went with the numbers and even lingered for a while on each to... idk, but i did linger on each until it felt right. It is an interesting feeling, the feeling of I could snap out of this, I'm just choosing not to, while not actually being 100% sure I could choose to snap out of it. I don't think i went quite as deep as the game seemed to think most players would, but it was still a good experience. I was also wet AF by the end and had multiple moments of the game telling me something feels good and it physically feeling good (also many that did not, but this second time around that did not take me out of it quite so much). Especially near the end, when the game was instructing people to go deeper, feel the mind melt, overwhelmingly good, etc. I loved the imagery, but i don't think my brain knew what sensations it was supposed to experience and just kinda idled. I will also say that while most people say the feelings from hypnosis feel distinct from sub space feelings, I'm not sure that was the case for me. It's possible that due to my lack of experience my brain was plugging in the closest approximations that it knew for the feelings it thought it was supposed to be feeling. Still, lots of spontaneous smiles throughout, and I think i even, to some extent, managed to get myself back into trance after a cat decided to park her fat ass in front of the screen for a minute. There was a thought that i could move her out of the way, but in the end I just kinda sat and waited and eventually she moved. Again not sure if that was a "i can't actually get myself to move and just think i can" or my conscience mind just telling me "if you start moving and the cat starts meowing you'll take yourself out of it all the way". I think the latter, but fun to imagine it was the first one. One thing that often takes me out of various hypno stuff is swallowing saliva. I would love to drool all over myself but my mind does not let me, and swallows it down. Usually swallowing takes me out of it, but not this time around. Also enjoyed reading the breakdown of the script, I had caught onto some of what the game was doing while playing it, but seeing the amount of detail and thought that went into everything was great.
As a follow up to this. That night there were multiple times where it felt like I woke up (or was sleeping very lightly) in a partial trance. Mumbling 'yes' to myself did make me feel good. Or at least i dreamed that it did.
