h-h-h-hi s-s-s-senpai *blushes cutely* i-i came for a request..b-because I don't know if i already sent a request before o-okay? sorry I'm just so kawaii-
.. FORGET THAT SIDNELHKE- i have came...LONGING FOR ANGST.
my request iss...can i get uhhh..DRV3 boys (DO NOT! FEEL PRESSURED TO WRITE ALL OF THEM! u can do Kokichi or Shuichi <3) with a reader who dissociates alot? like, they just stare into space and not respond to anyone who talks to them, even if they poke them, and reader gets annoyed if someone woke them up.
SO WHAT IF the boys got hurt in front of reader, who didn't respond to them or react because again. DISSOCIATION? now they're made at reader :3
SORRRY THIS WAS LONG. IGNORE MY ASS IF I ALREADY SENT A REQUEST OTHER THAN THIS BECAUSE HOLY MOLY MY MEMORY IS SH-T
h-h-hey cutie …. i-i-i mean kawaii k-k-kitten..! kyaaah! d-don’t worry senpai will get to w-w-work.
| 𝘿𝙧𝙫3 𝘽𝙤𝙮𝙨 𝙭 𝘿𝙞𝙨𝙨𝙤𝙘𝙞𝙖𝙩𝙚𝙙!𝙍𝙚𝙖𝙙𝙚𝙧
He calls your name once. Then twice.
When you don’t respond, even as he’s bleeding, his expression darkens, not with anger but something colder.
He steps closer, blood dripping onto the floor, waiting for you to acknowledge him. You don’t.
So, he leaves without another word.
Later, when he confronts you, his voice is eerily calm, but sharp.
“To witness suffering and remain unmoved… I did not realize you were capable of such cruelty.”
It hurts because he means it. He genuinely believes you chose not to react.
When he later learns about your dissociation, guilt coils tightly in his chest, but he struggles to apologize outright. Instead, he becomes hyper-aware, quietly watching for the signs, stepping in before you disappear again.
He’s hurt, calling your name, and when you don’t respond, his voice cracks.
“Y-You’re right there… please, just look at me—”
When you don’t, something inside him caves in.
Later, he snaps at you…something he almost never does.
“Do you know how terrifying it was? I thought you just… didn’t care.”
The second he sees your confusion, the way you don’t even remember what happened, he freezes.
Shuichi apologizes first. He always does.
After that, he gently grounds you when you dissociate, soft questions, light touches (only if you’ve said it’s okay), never raising his voice again.
Oh, he notices immediately.
He gets hurt on purpose right in front of you, waving, making noise, fake crying, waiting for you to react.
He laughs it off, but later, he’s genuinely pissed.
“Y’know, normal people at least pretend to care.”
But when he realizes you truly weren’t there, that you didn’t even register what happened his anger twists into something quieter.
Kokichi doesn’t apologize directly. Instead, he starts being annoyingly present like snapping fingers in your line of sight, talking nonstop, making sure you’re grounded.
“Can’t have my favorite person vanishing on me~”
He tries verbal communication. Physical cues. Emotional reasoning. Nothing works.
When you don’t respond to his injury, he feels… rejected.
“Did I… do something wrong?”
When he confronts you, his voice glitches slightly, processing too many emotions at once.
Once he understands dissociation, he takes it very seriously. He asks for clear instructions,
“Please inform me of the most effective way to assist you during these episodes.”
He never gets mad again, only concerned.
Rantaro tries to brush it off at first.
“Guess you didn’t see that, huh?”
But when you don’t respond at all, even when someone nudges you…his smile fades.
Later, he’s quieter than usual.
“I got hurt. You didn’t even look at me.”
There’s no accusation in his voice. Just disappointment.
When he learns the truth, he feels awful for taking it personally. After that, he’s gentle…sits beside you, talks softly about random things until you come back.
Gonta is confused and HURT .
He thinks he did something bad.
When you don’t respond to his injury, he feels rejected and ashamed, even if he doesn’t fully understand why.
Once it’s explained, Gonta becomes your protector. If you dissociate, he shields you from noise, crowds, and people who might shake or yell at you.
“Gonta will wait. You come back when ready.”
Not at you at first, but when you don’t react, something snaps.
“Hey! I’m hurt! Say something!”
“You can’t just check out when people need you!”
But the second he realizes you genuinely weren’t in control, his anger dissolves into guilt.
Kaito becomes loud in a different way after that…calling your name, clapping, joking, trying to keep you grounded without ever blaming you again.
He doesn’t raise his voice.
He just watches you stare past him, injured and bleeding, and sighs.
When he later confronts you, there’s a lot of resignation more than anger.
“I don’t expect much from people.”
But learning about your dissociation changes everything. He understands more than he lets on. From then on, he never assumes you’re given space, patience, and quiet understanding.
note: THISSS WASS A CYUTTTEEEE ONE 🫰🥹
