Having a crush on him
Sugawara Kōshi
A/N: The Reader is Gender Neutral, enjoy! :)
He was your best friend since Childhood
See the dilemma here?
Because how could one not fall for him
And you didn’t know what you were supposed to do
Falling for him was sweet, it was easy, like breathing
He got a smile that could light up the whole city
And every time he hugged you, you’d become a total mess
And then he would look questioningly at you with his adorable smile
“Are you alright, Y/N?”
You nodded, looking everywhere but his eyes
“Y-yeah, you just smell nice… like flowers or something
“Oh. Thanks, hehe. You know I got this new shampoo-“
Why couldn’t he see?
But maybe it was better that way
And then the pain followed,
he was your friend, but he wasn’t fully yours
So you distanced yourself a little bit, just enough so it wasn’t obvious
So you got enough time, to deal with these stupid feelings
But Suga noticed. Of course he noticed
And it hurt. So damn much.
Confessions happened after you couldn’t bear it anymore
You just needed Suga to know the truth and even if he didn’t feel the same, you had to risk it
“Koushi, you are my best friend,
And I tried to push everything away, but it just won’t go away and I am so, so sorry
but I… I think about you. More than I should. A-and I feel things that I shouldn’t as a friend.
Because… I kinda like you. A lot. Like a lot a lot.”
And this idiot would have the nerve to start laughing, like a total heartful laugh
“He-ey! Hey! What is there to laugh about??”
Until you noticed that he had become a total blushing mess, and it was a laugh full of relief, not mockery
“Oh god Y/N, you had me worried there. I thought you started to hate me”
“Dude… I would literally die for you” you mumbled without registering what you were saying
You freezed, waiting for his reaction
Until he started to laugh again and this time you were laughing too
Suga looked at you with pure fondness in his grey eyes.
“Y/N, you are so smart but sometimes you can be so silly.”
“What?”
“Why do you think I invite you to every game we have? Or why I constantly eat dinner with you and my family? Why I never even looked at someone else because all I wanted was you”
You stared at him in complete and utter bafflement
“So…You like me too?”
Suga chuckled amused, a soft redness on his cheeks.
“Yes, silly, yes I like you, too”