oh mY GOD THIS IS THE TOUGHEST QUESTION KNOWN TO MAN!!!!! i have so many oh my gosh but i’d have to say oh wonder or imagine dragons bc they produce some a+ plus. idk if solo artists count, but definitely halsey & ryn weaver man
43 - falling in love with their best friend’s partner auIts just angst and more angst.
It’s slow and even harder to admit to.
It would be easier if he were single or if she hadn’t gone out with the unspeakable who broke her trust. Maybe instead of taking him for granted and not telling him she needed more time, everything would be okay.
Or maybe if she hadn’t introduced Raven and Bellamy, she would have him and Raven wouldn’t.
Accidentally opening the door to them in bed wasn’t as bad as when she saw Raven crying and Bellamy comforting her because that used to be her. She had that love and now it was gone and was being given to someone who accepted it.
“Clarke, we’re getting engaged!”
The words repeated in her brain for days and she couldn’t get the look Octavia gave her when the news arrived out of her brain. She wanted to scream and cry. She wanted to tell Bellamy that she was ready and she always loved him. She wanted to tell Raven that she was sorry, but she couldn’t keep living a lie for their happiness, but its exactly what she did.
“Took you long enough.” She said with a smirk. Everyone’s eyes focused on her but quickly reverted back to excitement and laughter. Bellamy’s were the only that stuck to her with the same look he always gave her lately, that Clarke could never quite decipher. She smiled back at him and she felt the tears crawling into her eyes so she turned and excused herself for the bathroom.
She didn’t cry that night. She did shed a tear when they were pronounced husband and wife. She told herself it was a tear of happiness as she stood as maid of honour clapping them down the aisle.
She caught the Raven’s bouquet when it was thrown at her and Raven proclaiming,
“You deserve some love Griffin.” And when Clarke’s eyes darted to Bellamy, who had that face he always had when he looked at her all she could think was maybe I don’t. But Clarke laughed all the same and gave her toast to the couple with her 8th champagne glass, reminiscing her memories and making herself cry for the wrong reasons and too much alcohol, that she played off as happiness like she always did.
They lasted three years and when Bellamy turned up at her apartment she was the rock he needed, just like he was too her.
But maybe this time, Clarke didn’t let him slip between her fingers this time.
hailbellarke and I want to thank everyone who applied for our network! Here are the members:
motnymiller
bellarkereunion
bellamlyblake
bravebellark
bellarkelives
bellblaks
montying
princessokteivia
goddessoctavia
raven-wick
gwynstacie
groundrs
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VAL OMG SO SOMEONE ZOOMED IN ON BELLAMY IN THE GOODBYE SCENE AND HE HAS A SINGLE TEAR OMG BELLAMY "BIG BAD" BLAKE CRIED CAUSE CLARKE DECIDED TO LEAVE OMG HOLD ME
LMFAO DID YOU SEE BOB’S RESPONE TOO?!?!?!? IM DYING. I LOVE THIS MAN SO MUCH.
Rules 1. Always post the rules. 2. Answer the questions given to you by the user who tagged you and leave 10 questions for the people you tag! 3. Tag 10 new people!
I was tagged by belleark
1. What would you name your children?
For a boy: Nathan! Not sure about a girl name yet, but the name Nathan for a boy for sure!
2. Favorite character in a book?
I really love Four from Divergent.
3. Which movie did you watch countless times?
A Knight's Tale, I don't know why that movie was the first one to pop into my head but I love it and I've seen it a bunch of times.
4. What’s your catch phrase?
I want to say: Trouble in Paradise, but I'm not sure if that counts.
5. Three things you would take with you when a zombie apocalypse happens?
Bellamy Blake, guns, and hunting equipment.
6. One thing you could eat every day?
PICKLES.
7. What color is your bedroom?
One wall is purple and the other three are turquoise.
8. Black or White?
White.
9. What is your guilty pleasure show/movie?
H2O: Just Add Water and Blue Water HIgh.
10. Favorite magical/mythical creature?
MERMAIDS.
I was also tagged by bravebellark (below the cut w/ the people I tag)
What is once place in the world you would love to travel to?
England!
Coffee or tea?
Tea
What is one really random thing you are scared of?
This may sound weird but... mushrooms. If I ate one I would probably cry.
If you could turn in to any animal what would it be?
A lion.
What is your favorite song to sing along to?
There are so many! I love to sing along to: I Don’t Wanna Be (The One Tree Hill theme song)
Favorite junk food?
Hmmm donuts or chips.
If you were a fairy from Disney’s Pixie Hollow, what would your talent be?
Ouuu I haven’t seen that movie!
What is one thing that calms you done instantly?
Any Marina and the Diamonds song.
Who is the last person you hugged?
My family friend, Sam.
What is your favorite form of communication?
I love talking on the phone.
My questions:
1. If you could switch places with any celebrity for a week who would it be?
2. What are your top 5 favourite shows?
3. If you could hop on a plane right now and go anywhere, where would you go?
4. Is there any instrument you wish you knew how to play?
5. If you could play in any professional sports league which one would it be?
6. Who is your girl celeb crush and who is your guy celeb crush?
7. If you could get front row tickets to any concert who’s would it be?
8. Coke or Pepsi?
9. How did you hear about The 100?
10. Who are your favourite characters/couples on The 100?
And I am going to tag all the members of my new wicken network! I’d love to get to know all of you! freckledbell, raven-wick, hailbellarke, bellsclarke, hailbellamy, gwynstacie, fieryoctavia, clarkesrebel, bobmorleyisking, groundermonroes, bellamycollins, wickravens, dianaagron, bellamysblaek, lieutenantswan
Thank you to everyone that entered our network! Here are the members freckledbell and I picked:
raven-wick
hailbellarke
bellsclarke
hailbellamy
gwynstacie
fieryoctavia
clarkesrebel
bobmorleyisking
groundermonroes
bellamycollins
wickravens
dianaagron
bellamysblaek
lieutenantswan
Now track the tag #thewickennetwork and follow each other if you’d like! You should receive an email about joining the chat! We can’t wait to talk to all of you!