Allow me to be a little... Sentimental, if you want to call it that way. I'm posting a new illustration again, and it takes me more time every time I do one, why? Well, I'm trying to learn and try new things, "but Pas you are on vacation why you don't take a break?", well, because being out of the art school is not an excuse for not to be learning new stuff, and get closer from where you want to be... I started this alone, just me with me fears, my insecurities, but also with my desire, with my illusions but well... This illustration take me more time that I expected, I had an art block, and I wanted to do all as good as I could possible do, and here it is. Yes, I'm aware that it have some mistakes, ones bigger that others, and no, I'm not as proud as I should be for this illustration but... I don't know, I needed to post it, get all of this out of me, get out of me all this frustration for not being better, I swear that I try my best on every illustration I do, I swear I not satisfied I try always to be better, but I'm so frustrated of seen that I'm not where I want to be, I suppose that I have to accept that every person has a personal rhythm and I have to keep it on mind and have the aim of improvement to finally be where I want, I suppose that if I focus on the right way on day I will be where I want to be... I don't know , I just needed to get this out of me, I know that this sounds like a small child tantrum, but I don't know... If you read this till the end... Thanks for your time. . . . . #digitalillustration #ipadproillustration #ipadprocreate #zackefron #halfnakedmen #blackandwhite #color #learning #beared #man #ipadproart #digitalartist https://www.instagram.com/p/BnoIPVwFRB0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1gs0zzmjnc09d