#handwritten draft

[schmedterlingfreud]

Aaand… it's finally done! ٩(ˊᗜˋ*)و ♡ I'm blasting "Goofy Goober Rock" and celebrating eating salted caramel milk chocolate. Here, have some of it and celebrate with me. (づ ᴗ _ᴗ)づ🍫 There's still work to do, of course... I have to finish Chapter 10 and I have to copy and write the final draft of Chapter 11 (the very last and the one you're seeing here in the picture), but I'm already seeing the peak of the mountain and my heart can rest a bit, ahah. Thank you to all of those who will stay with me until the end of the story. But not the end of the saga yet. 👀​ 🪼 You can read “Meduse a centinaia” here – [AO3 link].

[stuckinapatriarchalbullshitland]

What if...

I remember reading a lot of tweets of Lauren asking Camila to answer her phone in the past. Interactions where she asked her where she was and why she didn't asked her calls and text messages.

Years later, Lauren gave us a handwritten draft of Expectations:

A draft where the lyrics talks about the same problem of not answering the phone and texts. aKa the lack of communication.

Knowing this;

I'm the only one with the same feeling that Expectations it's based on that problem WITH Camila?

Anyone?

It's only a theory but...

[stuckinapatriarchalbullshitland]

You know what's funny with that handwritten draft. Before the release of CAMILA, Camila released her track list that was handwritten and scratched out words and doodles. I remember Lauren saying in the Zach Sang interview that she has a bunch songs written on notebook paper with doodles. Funny thing, I dont think Camila is a doodler---but Lauren for sure is. Just food for thought.

Hey Anon, that's a good thought

Or maybe now they have that in common 😄

[avenger-nerd-mom]

game on...

@devikafernando I hand wrote a “Coffee Shop” chapter from a vision I had before I even knew who the characters were... Just a sexy man whispering Spanish in her ear...

Then I lost it.

I FOUND IT!  Niiiiice...