#happy actually

[lettermailman-blog]

She doesn’t know

You, see my wife Abby has insisted that I retire because as she’s pointed out that we are old and we’ve done our jobs and raised our kids and now it’s our turn to enjoy life and perhaps buy an RV and go traveling. Abby even talks about buying us a horse and renting a stable. Little does she know, that I’m very happy and I always have, I really don’t know what I’m going to do when I retire. Do I really want to spend all day and night with my wife, HA HA? I suppose it beats cleaning up horse manure.

[lottafandoms]

WELL! I’m staying up all night due to being up so late, transfering all of my important files to storage so I could retrieve them when my new computer gets here in a few hours~ I’m gonna be so fucking tired, but worth it!

[mylifeisamusicalreference]

And the demons come back out to play.

[thesoftestwaste]

ive met someone new and they're the best thing ever. I'm so glad I was lucky enough to be their friend

[fishzo2]

Had a good day today :)

[babyseagull]

getting to a place where I'm starting to be really happy about being an English major

[nater3000]

Today was probably one of the best days of my entire life. I think I made a new friend who I just found out goes to my school and like it sucks that she is a senior cause she seems cool.

[csahlberg]

hi, once again. i just wanted to check in a little, and say that today was a good day. i could focuse. look straight at her without having to look down on my hands in which i had written her name, and just talk about school and the thing i was told to do. and it felt good.

so yeah. i guess things are getting better if i just give them some time. and this time, a week was enough.

it's weekend right now. after the first fridayefternoon this year. it was exactöy as good as i thought it should be. having her in maths as the last lesson is good for me. i don't miss her the same way now and don't feel that big, black hole in my in my chest almost cut me down to pieces. 

and beacuse of that hearing her say "have a good time" as the last words when i as the last pupil left the classroom, made me happy enough to just chill and let go.

i mean, i'll get back on Monday.