one month.
i honestly cannot believe it has been a month already since we started dating. it feels like just the other day we were in utah, haha. i won't lie to you.. it has been hard. we never really fought when we were close friends because there was nothing to fight about. lol. but with our relationship, it's different. we started out dating, then you moved to a different state, i went to cali.. it just got rocky. the fights started happening and it was something we never saw coming. we were so used to being friends, being together happily both physically and mentally.. that the transition was somewhat hard for us. there was just problem upon problem..but there are things we have resolved since then and i'm sure there will be new fights here & there.. but there is nothing that we can't solve together as a couple. we learn every day to become happier together and i love that.
i know that this is somewhat of a waiting game between the both us. being patient with each other and learning to wait for the things we truly want. it does take time and effort to prove things to me, but besides.. i did learn that good things do come to those who wait, but promise me i won't have to wait for forever? even though forever is something i want and i want it with you.. <3
i do love you hun. you still make me happy and you still put a smile on my face. i need you just as much as you need me. even though times get rough between us, just know that i care so much about you. sometimes i act or speak a different way and i know that bothers you.. but just know that you are always on my mind. you'll eventually find more ways to make me happier and i'm hoping that you'll prove it to me soon(:
<3