#harmfulthoughts

[crooked-smile-girl]

I have no place of peace anymore. Even walking the dog outside, he follows me around breading me with insults.

I speak out if turn to warn him about the sand spurs.

It only causes an uproar.

How dare I interrupt him

So foolish of me to speak over the lord

I flinch as he raises his hand

How dramatic of me

I am careful not to speak again

Careful not to crack my lip again

Hopefully no bruises on my face begin to show

Then I won’t be allowed outside anymore.

[miss-trash-boat]

I'm so weirdly sensitive to criticism. My boyfriend told me that I wasn't a good server two months ago (I'm not even a server any more) and I still think about it all the time. I still feel so ashamed of myself for not being good at something. I just hate it when I feel like I might be half good at something and somebody tells me I'm not. It's crushing to me, it's pathetic.