Im Feeling very fluffy today so here goes.And i just thought of an unsure Harold
Harry rolled off you catching his breath “S so good pet” he said pulling you into his arms
“Yea” you respond with a loving sigh.
You lay still waiting for him to sleep so you could roll over. Truth be told you were getting tired of the lack of emotion that had now become your relationship with Harry. The sex was great but that’s it. There was nothing else you could really said you enjoyed but the lifestyle he provided, which was useless because you were alone a lot of the time. So you decided that it was best to pull away and hope that he could find another woman who would play this role being his sub/friends with benefits.
The first was to pull away sexually and Harry had a high sex drive. There were days you would have sex three times a day, multiple days during the week.
“Dinner was great Y/N” he said smiling at you as you cleaned
“Yea thanks” you said cleaning the rest of the dishes in his penthouse
“ ‘M ready for dessert” he said kissing your neck and pulling you close
You spun around “not today Harry” you said softly fixing his collar
“Why?” He blurted out. He didn’t like to be told no
“Uh just don’t feel good” you explained
He gave you a look before nodding You sighed in relief when he walked away.
You’re ‘not feeling well’ turned to you having your period which helped. You hated the fact that he knew when your cycle was on and off so the day it got off he was on you like a ravaged dog and it took all of you to decline his offer. When the next week rolled around and you declined his advances he opted to let you initiate. You had your quirky ways kneeling in front of him, biting your lip while staring at his, lingerie, sleeping naked but when that didn’t come in the days following he got worried.
He then started to recall all of your movements and he realized your affection had gone no more cuddling, no more neck kisses, or scalp caresses, you started to do this grabbing thing where you would grab at his arms like his grandmother would, your hugs were empty and half hearted. You were spending a lot more time at your apartment than you were with him.
But last night you had spent time with him and were gone by mid morning he had left to deal with emergency work situation. Being the CEO of his record label meant he had to drop everything at a drop of a dime. When he returned in the afternoon his heart sank when he found you gone. He checked his phone for any new messages to find none.
He wanted to surprise you with his new haircut. He had debated on it by himself for weeks and he was hoping you would be the first one to see it.
He sat on your side of the bed and noticed a flyer halfway under the bed. He picked it up and examined it. It was a ballroom show at a studio for today that was starting at 5pm and he wondered if that’s where you had gone.
He quickly got dressed in all black outfit and his weird cowboy boots as you called it and headed to the studio he arrived an hour early and noticed that it was an intimate show it looked like family and friends were there.
“Hi are you here for our first show?” the young girl asked him
“Yea is Y/N here?” he asked
“Yea! I can go get her” the girl turned towards the back
“No no i can sit and watch”
“Are you sure?” she asked eager to impress
“Yes just don’ tell her ‘m here”
“Oh yea no problem. It will be $20”
“Oh yea here” he said pulling out his wallet
He looked around and saw people with flowers and gifts he darted out to get you a bouquet.
When he arrived he sat in the back corner hiding from you.
As the show went a long, he watched amazed by how you moved, jealous that your partner was holding you in ways you had denied him for the past couple of weeks. After the show you stood socializing with guests and fellow dancers you were completely oblivious of his presence. Harry made his way to you and lightly touched your lower back you spun around and your eyes lit up.
“Youre here” is all you could think to say
“ ‘M here… these are for yeh” he handed you the bouquet
“Thank you Harry” you smiled looking up at him
“Yeh looked amazing” his eyes piercing into you
“Thanks” you felt shy, “howd you find out?”
“Flyer on the floor” he shrugged
“Y/N who’s this?” Maja asked
“Boyfriend” he answered reaching past you to shake their hands
“Oh wow she’s been keeping you a secret” Beth an older woman teased
“Has she now?” he gave you a smirk looking over his shoulder
You playfully rolled your eyes
“You’re handsome!” Laura another older woman commented
“Just absolutely gorgeous do you have a brother?” Maja asked
“You guys are we having dinner?” Charles asked walking up to the circle
“I can take you all” he offered standing by your side “GIA’s” he suggested
“Yes i love that place!” Maja stated
“Ok i will wait as you change”
You walked away and got dressed in your long sweater and tights. Harry sat playing on his phone.
“You cut your hair” you mentioned as you walked up to him
“I like it” you said finally taking it all in
“Do yeh?” he questioned standing up
“You look good in anything Harold….. I’m not really dressed for GIA’s” you pointed out your outfit flaws
“Nonsense i told them ‘m on m’way ‘nd my guests just got through with a show to disregard their dress policy”
You smiled “wow the ‘Harry Styles’!”
He smiled and gave you an admiring gaze “you look beautiful”
“Thank you” you blushed and waited for the group
An hour later you all sit at GIA’s waiting for your food. Harry had purposely pulled you close to him your thighs were touching.
“So how long have you two been together?” Laura asks
“Lmost a year” he answered
“Where’s the ring?”Beth asks
“Soon” he smiled as he looked at you “didn’ know yeh danced”
“Really Y/N has been dancing for years” Beth comments
“How come you didnt tell him Y/N?” Maja inquires
“Yea why didn’yeh tell me pet?” he asks
Your next words and actions feel like a knife through his heart.
You pulled your hand away from his grip “you never asked” you speak softly. He looked confused but soon resumed his stoic feature.
“Really does he need to ask?” Maja said confused
“No he doesn't” you smile no one around that table knew the game you two played neither did they know you two weren’t really in a relationship at least not to you anyway. “I just dont know didnt think he would be interested” you look at him and although his gaze is featureless you can tell in his eyes he is hurt
“‘M interested in everythin’ tha’ concerns yeh” he speaks softly and you’re stunned because for once you know he isn’t just saying it just to appease you or your friends. He places his hand on your lap for you to grab once more you look down at it then back at him. He isnt saying anything but he is pleading with his eyes. So you grab it and wrap it around your two small hands.
“You two are cute i like him Y/N” Beth snaps both out of your thoughts
You smile and look at Harry “yea he’s cute i guess”
He chuckles and drinks his wine.
After dinner you end up at his penthouse the ride there was deathly quiet. You didn’t know if this was a cruel joke that Harry was playing because he is known for doing that for just joking around with no care of how it made you feel.
“Thanks” you said as he let you in
“Yea” he said taking his shoes off
He walked to the kitchen and pulled out two glasses of wine and set them on the counter “so do yeh really like my hair?”
“Yea!” you say walking in a little
“I cut it cuz i thought i need to look like a CEO not a teenager”
“You didn’t look like one before”
He chuckled and pulled out the bottle of wine
“So i’m gonna go back to my apartment” you speak nervously immediately dropping your gaze to your feet
He looked at you confused “why?”
“I just need to check on a few things”
“You’re gonna come back?” he asks circling the counter and leaning on it crossing his arms
Your head shoots up “Yea!”
“……Yes” you said unsure of your answer
He walked over to you “what did i do?” he asks the question he has been dreading to ask
“What nothing?!” Which was the truth he hadn’t you just wanted something more
“Then why does it feel like you’re leaving me?” he whispered his grip on your waist was tight
“I’m not leaving i just need to check on things” you look up into his eyes
“Harry i’m not leaving you by the time i get there it will be late and i will want to sleep” you argue
“Then i will share your bed with yeh” he insists bending to put on his shoes
“Harry” you sigh pulling him up “you stay here i’m gonna go”
“I’m not leaving you, you complain about my old rickety bed anyway” you joke trying to lighten up his mood. You hug him and you start doing it again that grabbing thing and you smile kissing his cheek
His head hangs low he knows he’s done something but he doesn’t know what and you won’t let him fix it
“I’ll text you when i get there ok?”
When he continues to stand there looking like a sad puppy you offer words of encouragement “I…I’m not leaving you” you were going to say you promise but you didn’t want to keep a promise you were unsure of at the moment.
He gave you a half smile and watched you walk away.
The next week you did not return to his penthouse you made up an excuse of being busy which you were but you were also not trying to get sucked into thinking he actually cared. You wanted something tangible and if he couldn’t give you that he needed to move on and let you be. Harry on the other hand was in agony it’s not like he didn’t know where you lived not like he couldn’t pop up at your job but things felt different and he knew that him trying to dominate you would no longer work and he found himself asking permission just to see you. He found himself being restless at night and scrolling through your pictures together to calm down. It was as if you broke up with him.But you were making him vulnerable which he didn’t like at all he hated being vulnerable.
You woke up to someone banging on your door in the middle of the night. You looked at your phone and 1:17am displayed across it. You grabbed your bat preparing for anything but when you looked through the peephole you saw Harry his head was hanging low. By the time you got to the door he had given up hope.
You opened the door quickly “Harry?’
He looked up at you his lips were trembling
“Why are you…come in!” you said pulling him in it was freezing in Chicago
When you closed the door and turned to face him he was still looking at his feet
“Haven’ felt your touch in a month” he starts
“What don’t be silly i have touched you” you stood back the cold was oozing from him making you cold
He shook his head “Not like you mean it not like i mean something to you”
“Said yeh weren’ leavin’”
“Please” he steps towards you “i just need to feel your touch”
You go to do that grabbing thing again
“No not like that…” He looks down “like that it feels yeh don’ care” it was breaking your heart
“Ok” you say looking all over him to assess the situation. You unbutton his coat and push it off. His hands are in fists grabbing his keys and phone you literally have to pry them away from his grip.”You didn’t go home?” you ask when you notice he still has his suit on. His brows furrow he isn’t concentrating on your words just your actions. He knows your actions will speak louder than your words that’s how it always with you. You remove his suit coat and it falls to the ground.
“Harry i don’t….” you still don’t know what he means\
He steps closer “please” He’s so close you can smell his minty breath. His breathing is rapid and uneven.You nod and grab his hands bring them to your mouth and blow on them so that the air can defrost them. His grips loosen and you wrap his hands around you he doesn’t realize your hand has unbuttoned his shirt because you were busy caressing his face. He gasps when he feels your warm hand on his chest you kiss it a few times before laying your head on it and hold him tight. You feel him wrap his hands around you.
“Im not going anywhere” you say as his breathing calms down. “Its ok relax Harry” you coax him into calming down. You look up at him and his eyes are fierce they are bright
He clears his throat “ You’re my life. ‘M all yours to love ‘nd to hold…I…I…I love yeh…please don’ leave me” he searches your eyes for confirmation that you aren’t going anywhere
You’re taken aback “I love you too” Harry you whisper back
He leans down and kisses your lips you whimper because he is so cold. He pulls away.
“It’s ok you’re just freezing” you step away and pull him towards the bathroom because you don’t know a faster way to warm him up. After you shower he cuddles into you. In the middle of the night you wake up to his phone ringing when you return to the bed he was tossing and turning he abruptly turned to look over his shoulder to see if you’re there.
“I’m here” you whisper wrapping your arm around him as he turns back on his side making you the big spoon you kiss his temple “I love you” you whisper as you notice his face relax into the pillow. In the morning he wakes up and turns to face you. You were awake but he was asleep still fighting against it. He slowly opened his eyes as you played with his fingers
“Hey” he rasped gently opening his eyes as they readjust to the light in the room
“You’re awake” he frowned
“I was going to work but there was a snow storm I’m not going”
He looked outside and noticed the tree outside your window was covered with snow.
He groaned and got out of bed and walked towards the bathroom
“Why’s it so hot?” he complained when he got back in bed
“Because Hazza you hog the covers” you explain
“Hazza?” he raises his brow
“You do too so i had to take defensive measurements”
“Can yeh turn it down” he asks laying down
“I did i got hot too” you smile
He cuddles next to your neck on your collar bone “smell amazing”
“Are you ok?” you ask feeling him relax into you and now that you can process things
“Meant what i said last night. You’re my life don’ leave me please” he says holding you tight
“I won’t i promise.” You promise because this feels different for him to profess his love to you and make himself vulnerable is not something he does at all. He kisses your inner wrist as as you caress his temple. You sit up abruptly causing his head to plop on the bed “are your toes ok?” You ask yanking the covers away from him
“Seriously?“ you ask pressing down on each making sure each has blood return
“Stop ticklish” he says pulling his feet away as he pulls you back
You giggle and lay back down “i just need to make sure ok? because who walks four blocks in the freezing cold to get to where they need to get after the weather man advised everyone that the wind chill was dangerous and staying in doors was better”
He chuckled “i missed yeh” he said wrapping his arms around you inhaling your scent
“Don’t do that thing Styles” you tease
“What thing?” he asks positioning his head in a comfortable spot for him
“Sooo yeh think ‘m cute?” he challenges
“Maybe? maybe you’re adorable” you smile and kiss his temple.
The next weekend is his Christmas office party where he invited everyone and you had promised to be there but you ended up being his event planner since he made the decision to invite them to his penthouse. You were at the tailor with him while he stressed about every inch of his suit that morning. You leaned by the door frame and smiled
“Take in a little Sean” he spoke as the tailor bent over at his feet
He didn’t notice when you walked over to him as he stood.
“Great!” he smiled liking the length
“May I?” you ask Sean reaching for the tie
"Yes Madam” he says stepping back
You grab it and tie into an Eldredge knot. “Relax” you speak he frowns and looks at you
“The board of directors are coming I can’ this means another year being CEO or not”
“Well you can become a board member and be more powerful” you wink “Do you like it?” you ask stepping behind him
His brows furrows and he looks at it fidgeting with it
“I think…“ you start to undo it "you don’t need a tie it’s a party not a board meeting” you say pulling it off
“No tie” you speak calmly “you need to be relatable putting on a tie makes you seem uptight”
He frowns before concentrating on his suit. You smile and place the tie back
In his penthouse you do everything to keep him in the bedroom as he is beginning to panic
“Calm down Harold!” you say making him sit
He glares at you “Harry”
“Harry” you smile and kiss him “its ok your staff will love you!”
“ ‘M not a loveable person” he grumbles
“You are i love you and we are complete opposites!” you stick your tongue out at him
“It’s not ready yet so you can’t go…” you hear a plate falling and breaking
He jumped up “Bloody!”
“No I’ll do it you just get ready you know it takes you a long time” you push him into the bathroom. After minutes you hear his feet thumping towards the kitchen
“Nope!” you say pushing him back
He giggles “come on i need to see how it looks”
“It looks great! I promise! did you shower?” you ask noticing his naked body with a towel wrapped around
“Yea” he said in an obvious tone
“Get dressed.” you order
An hour passes you let him see how his home is decorated
“Wow” he says looking around “amazing” he says turning back to look at you
“This is Mr.Styles this party means a lot to him so lets try to be our best right?”
“Thank you” Harry nods at them
The door bell rang indicating his guest were beginning to arrive
“I need to get ready mingle” you said before you unbuttoned the top button on his shirt he frowned at you "be relatable” you coaxed walking away. It took you longer than you wanted to get ready you wore a shimmery emerald green dress it complimented your tan skin and dark hair.
When you walked out his home was full with people you knew Harry wasn’t going to see you so you hang around the kitchen eating all the hors d'oeuvres as the waiters walked them around. You heard the doorbell ring above the loud music and you rushed towards the door
“I got it don’t worry about.” You chased away the waiter “HI WELCOME! Would you like me to take your coats?” you grabbed their coats they thanked you “…Yea no problem!” “…. Thank you” you said taking the wine bottle
“Wow Mr.Styles is living it up!” they commented walking into his home
You giggle and put the coat away as soon as you get ready to walk away the doorbell rings again “HI WELCOME! Thank you! Would you like me to take your coat?” Harry heard you that time and slowly made his was towards you.
“Mr. Styles Beautiful home”
“Thank you” he said bowing towards them
“Hey” you said smiling at him
“Come on” he said reaching out his hand for her to grab. He pulled you in and gave you a kiss. “Yeh look stunning!”
“You look tense!” you teased rubbing his chest
“Yeh left me with the vultures!” he joked pulling you towards his board members
“Gentlemen” he said interrupting “i want yeh to meet Y/N”
“Hi” you greet them “so nice to meet you! Do you need anything we have a full bar?…. This is a christmas party you shouldn’t be discuss stocks!” They chuckled “Mingle make people like you” she whispered before dashing off.They all laughed at her antics
“Shes spunky love her already!” one of them commented
From across the room you spotted his mother and Gemma talking to his friends
“Hi how are you?” you greeted them
“Oh hi!” his mother Anne smiled at you
“Hi you guys look amazing!” you compliment
“Thank yeh!” Gemma responded
You smiled “can i get you anything?”
“No but yeh can tell me how yeh know my son? i’ve seen your picture before”
“Yea he’s been recently showing us your pictures are you his girlfriend?” Gemma asks
“Uh….” you blush and look at him he looks concerned his eyes are on you “Yes i am”
“How long have yeh two been together?” his father asks
“A year?” you answer unsure
“Oh wow first girlfriend ever to attend these things” Anne smiles
“Yeh make him happy we can tell” Gemma comments
“Oh i dont do much” you blush
“Thats why we like yeh!” his father raises his glass at you
“Now tell me where did yeh get that dress?” Anne asked pulling you in
“Oh thank you! My friend is a seamstress so she made it”
You chat with his family for awhile before you step away and work the room it’s clear that you were needed to give the room a calm vibe you charmed those around you which made them endear him more.
“Yea he is a great guy extremely talented.” you compliment Harry
“Excuse me may i borrow her?” Harry interrupted as you were talking to a group of men who were eyeing you like hawk. They nodded backing away “Come with me please” he said guiding you with his hand behind your back
You heard a glass fall and instead of following Harry you follow the sound
“No no no don’t pick it up get another one!” you say rushing towards the distraught woman. “It’s fine i promise get another glass!” you grab a napkin and place it over the mess
She smiles at you with sad eyes and walks away. The caterers rush to you and start cleaning up the broken glass
“Oh hey” you say looking up at Harry
“They got it pet come on” he said tilting his head
“Oh” you say standing up and you grab his hand where are we going you ask as he pulls you towards his room. He goes to open the door but it’s locked he looks at you and grins
“What you told me to lock it!” you say as he types in the code
He lets you walk in first as he makes sure no one is paying attention to you two.
He makes his way towards you he is nervous it’s been so long he feels like you might reject him
“Whats wrong?” you ask caressing his cheek noticing his internal turmoil
“May i have yeh?” he asks, he pulls you in closer “really need yeh right now…”
“You have me" you say leaning up for a kiss
He shakes his head “not like that pet” he says making you walk back towards the bed “yeh look beautiful”
His devious smirks appears
You smile “We.can.not” you whisper
“Why not?” he whispers back “I just want a taste”
“They’ll be glitter all over you” you countered while he made you sit on the bed
“ ‘S not my fault yeh look ravishing in that dress!” he says dropping on his knees
Because of the ongoing party outside you were reluctant but you missed the intimacy you shared with Harry. So you didn’t stop him when he reached up and pulled off your panties and pulled you close to him. He plants kisses from your ankle and trails up to your thigh “spread ‘em darling” he speaks softly “just the way i like it” you open your legs and place one behind his back as he hooks his arm around the other. He knew he had to work quickly because you two had about a 10 minute window before people noticed. He had you reaching your peak in 5 minutes your legs trembling screaming into the pillow. You held onto the pillow feeling him crawl up planting kisses
He yanks the pillow away “Let me see” he smirked leaning down to kiss you
You erupt in laughter against his lips
“What is it?” he asks nuzzling your neck
“Glitter all over you!” it takes you a while to calm down
“Silly goose!” he chuckles
“People are gonna tell” you say trying to wipe it off “It’s in your hair on your face!”
“You will! You need to go to the bathroom” he gives you a look and walks to the bathroom as you follow him. He frowns at the image he sees there’s way too much glitter than he expected
“See!” you hunch over laughing “let me try you reach out to him” and he laughs at you
“S not funny” he said trying to take it off
“You said you didnt care!” you laugh
You grab a washcloth and flick them away you continue to laugh “i can’t they are soo many!”
He laughs at you “You’re drunk”
“I am it’s your fault and the damn glitter!” you giggle
“I think that’s good. Yea?” he makes a face that’s his “serious” face
“Yes!” you smile cheekily
“No i don’ like that smile” he frowns
“No i promise” you lean up “kiss?” You say pouting your lips
He plants a kiss and laughs at you “Your fun drunk”
“Hey im fun all the time!”
“Yes yeh are” he says leaning down to kiss you “love yeh” he says looking at you
“Love you too ok we gotta go!” you say hopping off the counter “I need to go first distract people”
And you did and no one really realized your absence.
You thought Harry would have gotten his fix he wouldn’t be so attached but the opposite happened it was like you were his magnet and he somehow always found his way to you
“Aww thank you you’re so sweet” Harry steps into their line of sight “Hi” you smile as he blocks mens view of you “you ok?” you ask him smiling brushing your fingers through his hair
He pulls you in close “Move in with me” he states leaning his forehead on yours
“What?” you asked shocked smiling
Before he finishes you see a shimmer and you erupt in laughter “Pppfffft!” You hunch over
“Pet” he says chuckling. You hide your face in his chest laughing. “You’re so giddy”
“I’m sorry” you blow raspberries, fan your face “continue”
“Come’ere” he says pulling you closer
You smile “ok yes” you look up at him
He speaks slowly “Move in with me”
“Are you asking or demanding?”
You smile “I’ll think about it”
“What’s there to think about?”
“It takes a lot to get you ready!” you fuss
“What?” he smiles “i can get myself ready”
“I know but you have to promise”
“You don’t even know what you’re promising?” you giggle
“I’ll promise yeh the world” he kisses your forehead
“How long do i get to think about it?” you ask
“Till tomorrow morning” he answers
“Ok” you shrug and start dancing
The party ends and you stand by the door saying goodbye to your guest
“Thank you for coming! Here is your coat”
Harry and his family watch you from afar
“I like her” Anne comments
“She’s good for you” His father states
“She’s very sweet girl can handle pressure” Anne states
“Thanks for having us it was a blast” Gemma thanks him
He hugs them “I’ll be in europe in 2 weeks”
“Love yeh Hazza” Gemma says walking away
“Love yeh too” he blows kisses
You happily hug his family goodbye before making your way to the kitchen and hug the chef like she’s your mom before her and her crew leave.
“Hazza!” you sing taking a bite of bite cakes
“Yeh like calling me that?”
He hugs you from behind “Let’s go to bed pet”
“Oooo are we gonna do the dirty?” you ask dancing back
“Maybe” he says waggling his brows.
The next morning you feel Harry spring out of bed and hear him mumble something about board meeting and you immediately go to grab his arm
“Let go pet have to run” he says pulling his arm away
“I have a board meeting” he complains trying to get away from your grip
“It’s sunday” he repeats again confused by what you mean
“Yes! who has a board meeting on Sunday?”
It finally clicks “it’s sunday” he slumps back in bed
“I gotta pee!” you say rushing out the bed
“Yeh’nd youre unpredictable bladder!” he chuckles
“Hey thats not nice!” you say from the bathroom
“Glitter all over the bloody bed” he fussed trying to get it off
You laugh as you walk back in
“Look at how much cover yeh have i have nothin’! Yeh have everything!”
“Cuz you hog it so i have to burrito myself in” you argued
“Yes!” you stress getting in bed and giggling
He waited for you to snuggle in with him often tickling you
“Stooop” you complained starting a giggling fit
You felt his body relax and pull you in close
“Soooo i guess im moving in? Which is weird cuz technically i had moved in your asking me to get rid of my apartment?”
“…Yes?” he didnt know you looked at it that way
He moved and hovered over you “so i guess the next phase is making yeh my wife”
“I want yeh to be Mrs.Styles, my everythin’” he said before kissing you.
