and the thing is it’s a metaphor for their whole relationship
like it starts fun and sexy and forbidden and harvey goes face down ass up every time cameron orders him around. and cameron’s so sweet and gentle and makes sure to ask harvey what he wants and makes dinner for them afterwards. and then there’s a case in the office that could be career defining for harvey and cameron has to chose one of his attorneys in the office to assign it to, some of whom are more qualified than harvey and harvey touches cameron’s arm in the office and bats his eyelashes and cameron gives the case to him and then during sex that night cameron says god you might be the most beautiful associate i’ve ever had and harvey isn’t sure how he feels about that (and then cameron says and no other associate would let me do this to them while harvey is actively on his hands and knees while they’re fucking) and then as the months go on cameron’s true colors start to show. and he starts to get more demanding, more manipulative, and stops asking harvey what he wants . and its not sexy anymore. harvey starts to feel used and chewed up and spit out and then cameron spits on him during sex without them talking about it first and harvey recoils going doing do that! and cameron is honestly surprised cus harvey’s never said no to him before and cameron acts cold to him all evening and harvey gets the message . i dont have an end to this uhhhhhhh it fucks harvey up for a long time
