“...I Don’t Mind.”
Requested by an anon. Shawty right there is a 10. (I fucks with you if you know where those lyrics come from.) But I’m back instead of studying for finals I have next week because I love you guys and I want to give you guys this because it’s been forever.
Hash Swan X Female Reader Request: You comfort him after he was eliminated from SMTM6
“All it’s their lost. They didn’t deserve you.” You comforted him and pinched his cheeks.
You had met Deok Kwang through your Dad. Let’s just say that, both of your Dads’ knew each other very well. They were best friends. Which caused the two of you to become best friends. Almost everyday, you were at Deok Kwang’s house or he was at yours. It was rare that the two of you weren’t together.
Deok Kwang had a thing for you. You had a thing for him. It was obvious on both parts. The both of you had been best friends since the womb. Neither of you wanted to admit it.
As you got older, things changed. Of course your friendship wasn’t one of them. Deok Kwang himself was changing. He had dreams of becoming a rapper. You weren’t a fan of the genre of Hip Hop and Rap music. It just wasn’t your cup of tea. But it was all Deok Kwang listened to. You would sometimes listen to it for his sake.
One day, when he told you he made a mixtape for you. You didn’t know what to expect. He put it in a gift box and wrapped it in pretty wrapping paper and told you not to open it until you got home and listen to it when you were alone. At first listen, you were shocked to hear what he had to say.
The next day you saw him, you pulled him into a tight hug.
“What is that for?” He questioned.
You pulled away and smiled at him. “I listened.”
“Y-You did?” He stuttered.
You nodded and placed a soft peck on his cheek. “I like you too, Deok Kwang.”
The two of you have been dating for about four years now. It had changed your life for the better. You had became his biggest fan. You were very supportive of him. Every show you could go to, of course you went. You were always at Illionaire. You had jumped on the making fun of Deok Kwang because he’s short train along with the rest. You had become like family very quickly.
You weren’t a huge fan of survival shows. In fact, you hated them so much. But you knew how Deok Kwang was. To you, Show Me The Money, looked very scripted. You didn’t trust it, not even if all of your boyfriend’s friends were on it.
Though you hated the show, and survival shows, you made sure to have hope. You wanted to be positive for him. You were always watching him. He had so much potential, you knew that. Everyone else in SMTM knew that. But they weren’t looking for potential, they were looking for a rapper who already knew what they were doing. So once he was eliminated, he was heartbroken.
This was the second time. Once you saw it, you felt your heart ache. Being the caring person you are, you decided to do something for him. Show that you love and care for him.
He came home, looking down at the ground. “Baby, I’m home.” He said barely above a whisper.
When you didn’t answer back, he looked up to find you, instead he found a trail of rose petals leading to the bedroom. He tilted his head but followed without question. They stopped at your bedroom door. He slowly turned the knob and opened the door. His eyes widened at the sight before him.
“Surprise!” You smiled.
There you were, sitting on the bed with around five pizza boxes, in his favorite lingerie and a robe.
“What’s all this?” He asked.
You smiled and got off the bed. You walked over to him. “It’s for you. I know you were a bit sad being eliminated so I wanted to do something for you. I couldn’t do much so I did this.”
“It’s perfect.” He pecked your lips.
You grabbed his hands. “Wanna build a fort on our bed to eat our pizza in?” You asked flirty.
“I thought you would never asked.” He smirked.
The two of you managed to build a huge sheet and pillow fort in a matter of ten minutes. The two of you were still children at heart which was why the two of you were made for each other.
He put on a cartoon and the two of you ate the pizza. As soon as the two of you finished up all of the pizza, he looked at you.
“How about some ice cream?”
“Yah! Are you trying to get me fat?” You questioned giggling.
“Maybe.”
“As long as it’s not you. Short and fat don’t make a good combination.”
“Yah!” He pinned you down and you became a giggling mess.
“What are going to do about it?” You stuck your tongue out at him before giggling.
He ignored your question and kissed your lips. He then pulled away and moved a strand of your hair behind your ear. “Thank you for tonight.”
“Who says it’s over? I still have one more surprise for you.”
“You have another surprise for me? You’re just a woman of surprises aren’t you?”
You pushed him off of you and climbed out of the fort carefully. You reached into your drawer and looked around. You smiled as soon as you felt the small box. You grabbed it and climbed back into the fort.
You sighed and held Deok Kwang’s hand. You looked him in the eyes.
“Deok Kwang, we’ve known each other since we kids. Hell our Dads are best friends, and then we became best friends. Sometimes I used to think about what it would be like to date you. What it would be like to be to love you. What it would be like the be the only one who gets to have you heart.”
You paused before continuing. “I always thought of myself as selfish. Some of my friends had a huge crush on you. And when they would ask about you, I always told them that, you weren’t single but you still belonged to me. I was being selfish. I didn’t want you to end up with another girl. I wanted to be the only one who had your heart, in friendship and in romance. I was younger then.”
He smiled hearing your heartfelt confession. He was a bit upset that you did, but he knew you meant well. “Y/N.” He called out quietly.
“Please let me finish. I didn’t know I really loved you until high school. And when I found that out, you were the only thing running through my head. And nothing has changed since then. I still see you in my dreams every night. I worry about you all day everyday. You are muse, my heart, my love, my everything. We’re too young to get married right now, and I don’t think our friends and family are ready for us to marry.”
He chuckled deeply before looking up at you again, tears forming his eyes were they. You continued. “I want to promise myself to you, forever and always.” You said that and opened the box to reveal to promise rings. They were Lajerrio Titanium Steel Heart Design. On both of them were halves of hearts. On the bigger one was a black half and on smaller one was a pink half. Together they made a black and pink heart.
“I don’t really know how to do this. I thought it would be something kinda romantic if I did this. It’s not a proposal-proposal.”
“But it’s a proposal. Either way if you’re asking me to marry you or if you’re asking me to promise myself to you, I will accept. I will always accept. If you asked me to jump off a cliff, I would do it in a heartbeat. If you asked me to fall to my death to prove my love for you, you better know I would.”
He reached into the box and grabbed both of the rings, handing one to you.
“I, Han Deok Kwang, promise myself to you for all eternity. My heart, my soul, my everything belongs to you.” He slid the ring on your finger.
You smiled and grabbed his hand.
“I, Y/N L/N, promise myself to you for all eternity. My heart, my soul, my everything belongs to you.”
He grabbed your chin and kissed your lips.
“I love you.”
“I love you too.”
You smiled and held his hands tightly.
“So I guess I’m also going to proposal to you?” You questioned.
“I mean, I don’t mind.” He smirked.