bro i went through being veeeery strict about fiction and even hating on selfshippers until i grew up and realised i was actually just cringing about myself in the first place (like in the most canonical hatered overcoming scenarios lmao) and jealous of people doing things they enjoy because i wouldn't allow myself to do the same for several reasons. but i did all of those things. secretly. and then i was publicly bragging about others for doing the exact same thing. i get it now that it was literally young age+ self hatered+ lack of social and fandom interaction experience but it is literally hilarious how i made up the whole universe with my own characters being in those types of relationships between eachother which i was so hateful about at the time yk like age gaps, incest, selfcest — you name them. i thought me being into that stuff in fiction is something new but oh boy IT WAS ALWAYS HERE WITH ME i was just so damn insecure and scared to share any thought that might seem problematic for some random people on the internet. i'm okay with being misunderstood now, i finally found my peace and don't hate anybody for liking things i personally wouldn't even think of. like somebody said out there "there's only two types of fanfics for me — the one i like and the other that is none of my business" living by this motto now fr
don't you ever spray hatred cuz it is not worth the fuss and one day you might just find yourself like be being sorry for spending my time on things i was just insecure about lol
