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December is the Sunday of Months. It’s just awful and endless and awful again.
panic attacks r bk
...and the way everyone expects you to be looking forward to it
...and the way everyone suddenly expects you to be happy and kind just because
...and all of those obnoxious songs everywhere at least month in advance
...and the way you are pressured into succumbing to it
...and the way everyone thinks you are a horrible person for not enjoying it
-> the obnoxiousness, disappointment, estrangement, pretense, pressure, regrets, loneliness...
oh ho ho horrifyingly horrible time of the year
seriously the only thing I am kind of grateful for is a new episode of Doctor Who <3 - which sadly like everything else is christmas themed :( ...
I cannot possibly state enough how I hate December and Christmas and even more I hate how it makes me feel.....
Am I the only one that doesn't give a shit about Christmas? All December is to me is anxiety and pressure to buy everyone gifts when I could be spending that money on myself (or my bills).
This 'holiday' is not about Jesus or God or worshipping or forgiving to being grateful or anything like that, to me anyway.
I'm annoyed by my family (always), both sides are quite large in quantity. I'm glad I'm not going to have children to force to deal with this shit. Just let January come already.
From now on I hate december, In december its christmas and my birthday but I don't care. I fucking hate this stupid month from now on!