Screaming and punching walls
seen from United States

seen from United Kingdom

seen from United States

seen from United States
seen from Netherlands
seen from United States
seen from China
seen from United States
seen from China

seen from United States
seen from United States
seen from Türkiye

seen from United States

seen from Georgia
seen from T1

seen from United States
seen from United States
seen from Russia
seen from United States
seen from United States
Screaming and punching walls
I'll never be enough of a girl like physically or whatever will I
tfw when u want to drop out but u only have one year left so its like ehhhh
My moms notion of: she's not doing what I want so I'm going to cut her off from everything/one is really driving me up a wall. I'm tired and crying and want more whisky because I don't want to be alive for 2015 at all. Last night was somewhat nice but today it's setting in and like nope not this please anything but this. Last year I had to stay drunk the first four days of the new year so idk why I thought I would be able to cope with 2015 starting without any form of buffering or substance to pacify my emotions.
I feel so alone.