Headcanon that once Johan gets over his breakdown over physical contact the dam bursts and he holds on to darling like a traumatized abandoned child would hold onto their old raggedy doll. Wide eyed empty stare squeezing the poor thing like a boa constrictor. You’ll need to fight your way out of his arms tbh
PERIOD!! THAT'S WHAT IM TALKING ABOUT ANON!!!!
He's holding back at first because of his own subconscious image of himself and he knows how weird this is and how it'll freak you out. But once he's over both of those factors, it's literally all over for you. Not even a crowbar would be able to pry him off you at that point. The only temporary reprieve you might have is the bathroom, but even that's debatable, I wouldn't be surprised if he still wants to follow you all the way there. He'd be so nonchalant about it too like:
"Johan. Please let go of me. i literally need to pee and i don't want to have you clinging on to me and watching that."
"oh... It's okay, I don't mind."
"I DO."
