#hatedating

[onlinedatingat50-blog]

Stupid

Ok another day of online dating ! Well for starters, your first initial does not work for me! A first name would be nice! Or your just hiding something, like your married or a criminal. HUM ???? Yep! that right, I just keep on going right pass your profile. So their your attention getter !!! 

[onlinedatingat50-blog]

Oh yeah & what’s up with the ONE photo of a TRAIL in the middle of nowhere in  Utah ?? You look that BAD ?? What happen to the laws of attraction ??? Need a photo for that !!!! I’m not attracted to a trail ,,, HUM ???? Occupation ( Tour Bus Operator ) with Bachelors ,,, 

[onlinedatingat50-blog]

OMG !Online dating !!

So here we go, I like way men put no effort in to online dating… ONE dam photo from 1982… Really !!!  You know what?? I look GREAT in 1982 as well . Get with the program !!! You want photo’s of us girls from the present, Well guess what ?? we DO too… Who would have thought of that !!! My philosophy, take the worst photo you can find and that’s what he going to look like in person … Good Luck ……Gezz

[ditchwitch54]

Irritated by the dating game. You think a dude would love a chick to come over, cook dinner and suck dick. But noooooo, I can’t even get a text back. Over it

[canbunicorn]

Hah.. #aintthatthetruth #hatedating

[jotohombrelobo]

#bruhhhh #hatedating #whycannobodyhang #lookingforabestfriendandpartnerinlife #mustlike #pokemon #gameofthrones #harrypotter #anime #books #andnature #willsettlefornotaNarcissist

[renarheaves]

When ur trying not to fidget because a cute guy is checking you out.. #hatedating #soblushedout #soawkward #suchanewbie #helpme

[lovingthecynical-blog]

C,

I hate dating... I do not like going on dates with anyone that is not you. Some people say that I do not like going on dates with other guys because I am insecure with my feelings for you, but that is not at all the case. My only fear is eventually caving to the pressure from those around me to settle for a guy I talk myself into feeling even a quarter of what I feel for you. Everyone pushes that I need to move on from you, yet I can not seem to shake you. You will most likely never know these feelings, as in a way you have pushed me away and shut me out. I never imagined that I would fall for you the way I have. Everything in my life has always happened a touch unconventional, but I had hoped falling in love would happen in a normal everyday way. I suppose though that this is not an ordinary everyday connection that I have developed. I often have days where I feel myself caving to the pressure of those around me and falling back into the Tinder “dating” of this generation has become so accustomed. I find myself forcing conversations and connections. I have yet to find the instant connection that I have with you. Dating has become exhausting and tedious. My friends tell me I will find someone or find that connection if I do not get back out there and try, but I have found that connection with you and I do not believe that it is possible to experience that twice in a lifetime. I also have moments of frustration with myself because I just do not have it in me to get back out there and attempt to find that connection with someone else. I honestly wonder if it is possible the way everyone says it is to fall that way again for someone different.I almost feel like if I only ever feel like this once in m life that it will be enough and I can go on knowing that my story has a different ending. This feeling I have for you runs deep through my veins. Through this experience I have learned that love is not always what you expect and dream of as a little girl, and that is by no means always a fairy tale. So as I sit and mentally prepare myself for another date that will end up in a nice to meet you and thanks for dinner, I find myself wondering if I will ever get to experience a date with you or even another walk on the beach. So until I see your name pop up on my phone with a snap chat or text I will continue to go through the everyday motions of life with a feeling of numbness. I will go home today and pick out my “date night” outfit and pretend to everyone that I am going to try and connect with this guy and that I care about the outcome, when in all reality you will be on my mind the entire night. I never imagined having such a willingness to give up everything I have wanted in my life for another person, but for you I would drop everything and run to you tomorrow. I know how cynical you can be and you have told me to “live for myself” but I am so ready to live for my life with another person. So for now I will empty my thoughts to you on this blank page on this blog, until one day I have the nerve to board that plane and knock on your door and pray you can see what I say is true. I know that day will most likely never come. For now I will go back to my work and my mediocre life and wait for word from you so I can feel extraordinary if even for a moment.

--A