#hating this feeling

[hunnyyyyb]

[dancearoundallalone]

Sometimes I feel like there will always be shades of blue running through my veins

[storrmie]

Time for bed. Not gonna get to play around for a week or two. Finally get to do my actual job. Hopefully it helps get my minds of things.

[jjjumbastard]

Namimiss kita. Ang iyong mga ngiti, ang boses mo, mga halik at yakap mo, pagmamahal at pag-aalaga, hinahanap hanap ko. Nasanay ako na lagi kang nandyan kaya mahirap para sa akin na bigla nalang itong mawawala. Itong nararamdaman ko, hindi ko alam kung kailan matatapos o magtatagal. Mayaya? bukas? next week? ewan. Walang kasiguraduhan. Ang alam ko lang na sayong pagbabalik, magiging okay na ang lahat. Aasa pa rin ako na balang araw paggising ko sa umaga, alam kong hindi mo na ako muling iiwan pa. Dadating din ang panahong pagmulat ko ng aking mata, katabi na kita, nakangiti at sasabihing “Namiss kita:)“

[purplegh0st]

I feel soo off today.

Haven't really been feeling myself at all lately. Maybe its the pills.

[crazyinwriting]

They keep telling me you only want me so i can be your rebound.

but i don't feel like this is the case, and i don't think you feel that way either. yeah sure, things look pretty bad right now, considering everything that's going on. but also... i can see where they're coming from. you moved too quickly from one girlfriend to the next before, and honestly... things are almost the same situation right now. you said today "it was almost a year of her fighting for me, even when i was with brianne, yet she never gave up on me, and she kept fighting for me." and well... it's been almost a year since i realized i had feelings for you, and that whole time since now, i've tried to fight for you but i never wanted to come between you and your girlfriend because that's not what i thought was right. maybe i should have fought for you, to show you that i can treat you better than that, to show you how much you really mean to me. i've been there through every situation, and i've done my best to help... some people say they've known for a while that you've had feelings for me... but right now, i'm not even sure you do... not that, that matters considering everything that's going on right now. i guess i'm confused to, and a little hurt. i want to be able to show you that i can be there for you, i can treat you the way you wanted to be treated, i can show you love, and friendship... but in the end, it all doesn't really matter, does it?