Jan 12, 2022
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#never been able 2 be soft n innocent n intimate#none of the long time hosts (when hosting)#have really#orginal host is kind of an ass-#and the rest were just trying to survive#n i never learned how to be anything more then#fast? and sexual- it was always take a relationship fast- be whatever was asked- and stay in the relationship till someone pulled me out-#so#guess i#simply dont know#how to be anything but that- and how to express#wanting anything else-
