I know I'm a mess. But if you will leave me to,then I'll be afraid of everything.
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I know I'm a mess. But if you will leave me to,then I'll be afraid of everything.
He hates me I know it he never talks I feel like I'm a disappointment and he doesn't feel the same I'm scared that for saying my opinion and telling my side of things will push him away even more he doesn't realize why i do the shit do and when I tell him he gets pissed idk what to do I'm scared he will end our relationship becaz of me telling him what is going on I don't want us to end but he doesn't get what's happening he doesn't seem to care about anything anymore I'm freaking out 24/7 that something will happen.... I'm scared I losing him I came close already and I don't want to repeat that process I love him so much he has no idea he means so much to me he's done so much for me I can't let that go he's the best thing that's ever happened to me I'm scared no I'm terrified to lose him...
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Just want to curl up in a little ball and cry in someone's arms 😢
what did i ever do to deserve this..
I feel like all I do is push people away.