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Relapse after 3 months
I finished an amazing, fantastic and outstanding Fanfiction about will and Hannibal. After that I watched the last episode of the series and now I really hate myself.
Emptiness in my whole mind and body.
I'm so fucking stupid.
Why did they make me with the ability to say stupid fucking things and do stupid fucking things; while giving me the inability to say "I'm sorry" no matter how deeply I feel it.
I just want to be loved. 
Frag nicht ob ich für immer bei dir bleibe wenn ich nicht Mal zur Hälfte bei dir sein kann...
Mach mir keine Hoffnungen wenn ich nur ne Affäre bin.
& ich dich an sie jederzeit verliere.
Jedes Mal der Abschied.
Mir fällt er schwer und dir?
Ich bin dannach alleine und du?
Sag mir wie soll es weitergehen...