#hawksfictive

[fictionkinfessions]

If any Hawks MHA kin or fictive out there needs to hear it I am so fucking sorry for how the series ended for you

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[fictionkinfessions]

god I wish I could be anyone else.

I havent even been up here long but everything of the lov makes me feel awful & sad. I feel as numb and depressed as I used to, but whats the point in keeping a friendly face up with people who know whats behind it?

all Ive remembered has been nothing good. just boatloads of mistreatment and roles I hate to play only for them to drag me back and be so awkward about it.

I know you cant tell how to handle me when Im not acting light. I can tell, even if you try to fake it away. I know you dont know how to feel about the automatic ways I tuck myself away. I know the only person whod know hates the thought of this. He hates me. not necessarily because Im a pawn, but because Im practically his damn mirror.

I hate this. I wish I was anyone else. I miss you. I miss you all so badly -Kite (aka, for tags: hawks/keigo takami, bnha, fictive) #🎭🔮

please add this on to my last message, because I realized I want to clarify: the league never hurt me. I know you knew my work, my task, hotshot, but you chose not to raise a hand against me until you absolutely had to. it didnt change anything, and you saw that, but thank you. Im so glad they couldnt catch you. I know you didnt want me back. you avoiding me as long as you did said as much. but thank you. all of you. for taking me back. for not leaving me there. -Kite (for tags: hawks/keigo takami, bnha, fictive) #🎭🔮