the itch followed me to this life. ngl, i didn't expect to have such adverse reactiom to realizing it. this is my fifth? sixth? attempt at writing the confession because each and every one of the previous attempts just spiraled into incoherent freaking out. the itch is psychological, too. there's nothing i can do about it besides just trying to ignore it.
its feels both completely unfair and also as karmic retribution for all the destruction i've caused in the past life. if i had a chance to go back in time and change it, i probably wouldn't change much. i would try to find a way to keep him from overtaking my body, but that's it. i don't really regret the rest.
maybe the itch is a justified punsihment. ha.
shigaraki tomura. bnha fictive.
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