#haybuhay

[rockettoikah]

I Miss You

* I miss your scent.

* I miss the way you stare at me.

* I miss the way you try to tease and piss me off.

* I miss the way you touch my ear and hair

* I miss our Jollibee nights

* I miss our late night dates

* I miss the way I call you sir, kasi hindi ko talaga alam itatawag ko sayo

* I miss taking care of you.

* I miss to touch your hand in a pasaway way.

* I miss our fights. Kasi slow at mapride ka.

* I miss the way you teach me in every little way.

* I miss talking to you, yong sobrang dami mong kwento tapos ako makikinig lang.

* I miss getting mad at you everytime you smoke

* I miss your seloso face

* I miss the way you tryna look or find me pag asa taas ako at nagawi ka doon.

* I miss your not manly attitude

* I miss sitting next to you.

* I miss your table.

* I miss the way you sit beside me without saying anything

* I miss our walk thrus and punchlisting pero nagchichikahan lang talaga tayo

* I miss making fun at you kasi pikon ka

* I miss the times you react or comment sa my day ko.

* I miss waiting at you to say pasalubong whenever I go to baguio.

* I miss your torpe attitude

* I miss doing accomplishment reports with you.

* I miss the time i miss you sa site kasi sobrang busy mo din sa ibang site.

* I miss your pissed face kasi d ko sinsagot yong call mo

* I miss your voice

* I miss waiting at you kapag ot ka kasi wala ako kasama umuwi

* I miss the time you care kahit ayaw mong ipakita

* I miss eating siopao and chicken with you

* I miss you treating me pero fuck ikaw lagi nagpapalibre

* I miss the time you dont have to ask what my order kasi alam mo na yong gusto ko.

* I miss the time you tryna chat me kasi nga hindi kita kinausap ng buong araw bec of a girl haha which is hindi naman dapat.

* I miss you taking pictures at me tapos bigla bigla mo nlng isesend sa akin.

* I miss the way you smile kasi sinabi ko na bagay mo and minsan ngiting aso ugh.

* I miss saying your hair is too long na gupit time, tapos the next day gagawin mo naman kahit sobrang ot ka.

Its been 2 months love, and everyday it hurts so bad. Ang bigat lang sa feeling na yong taong di mo matiis kayang kaya kang tiisin na wag kausapin. Amindo ako na my last day was really not that good. We didnt even talk the whole day. I was actually pissed that day because you know the reason why but you didnt dare talk to me.. kaya I decided to end my shift.. I decided to leave, but I only wanted to see how important I am to you. Nasagot ko pala agad. Sometimes nakakalimutan natin iremind sa sarili natin na madami magkakagusto sayo but few will value you. And whats making it worst is that vinalue mo yong taong gusto ka lang. haaay kaya hayan nilista ko nalang lahat ng bagay na naminiss ko sayo... let me MISS you until I don't anymore.

[exhaustedheart]

Sometimes, I hold back the tears And bite down on my tongue On the last page of our book Why can’t I turn it?

[misseryosongsweet]

Kausapin mo na lang ako pag maalala mo na ako. — Jacqueline

[rockettoikah]

Oh life.

Maybe there will come a time that all this effort will be worth it. Ang hirap sa mga tao kung ano first impression sa’yo feeling nila yon ka na. I hate how my boss treat me, he really thinks na tatanga tanga ako, bobo and careless. Actually I’m an introvert who always tries her best to mingle with humans, hindi ba kaintindi intindi yon? I’m not comfortable talking to anyone acting like we’re really good friends, which is in the first place kakakilala lang natin. He doesn’t know how much effort i put just to talk to other people, hindi niya din alam yong hirap mo everytime you do nightshifts, sabon sa mga gencons at puyat sa paperworks. And then here he goes trying to slap my face with words na I’m worthless. Gahd! Give me a break! Kung di ko lang talaga mahal tong pangarap ko nako nako talaga. Magtiyatiyaga ako and soon there will come a time na kung wala na ako sa firm mo you will know my worth. Watch me.

To my boss who’s self centered, i hope you’re reading this please don’t be at ease darating ang araw na malalaman mo worth namin kaya please treat us like we are all worth it. Wag ka maging kampante, you don’t know how faith plays.

Sobra lang talaga ako nanggigigil ugh~ And I know writing this shit will lessen the load.

[thestarsandthegalaxiesinyoureyes]

An open letter for the man who made me feel loved.

B,

Thank you so much for letting me feel how it is to be loved.

All the things you’ve done will always be in my heart. I will miss how you’d call me “wonder woman” or love. I will miss all your little gestures.

You don’t know how badly I want you to have the other end of my red string. Maybe, maybe on my next life. If God gives me a chance... I’d look for you and make sure that we’ll be each other’s end game.

See you when I see you, luv.

I hope by that time, we can still be friends. And we’d still share a lot of happy memories. I’m always here for u, luv.

I want you to be happy, so I’m letting you go. 💔

[yahwehs-daughter]

11/18/2020 14:54

It actually hurts to be the least favourite. Especially if all this time, all you ever did was try to see past through everyone’s flaws and tried to see even the smallest good trait of every person. Then, people almost always just have to bring you down at one point, sometimes for other reasons, and other times, they really just had to point out your flaw, out of all things. And as much as you try to be nonchalant about it, if you happened to vulnerable that perfect time one just has to rub off your face how you’re this nothing important human, you can’t help but feel crushed. For fuck’s sake.

[side-character-things]

Kung ako na lang palagi ang iintindi

Papano naman ako?

Papano naman yung nararamdaman ko?

Papano ko iingatan yung sarili ko?

Tanginang yan.

Check nyo din naman kung okay pa ako. Di ko kaya magsabi eh. Kasi baka wala pa din naman kayong pakialam kung malaman nyo o kahit ipagsigawan ko pa na lecheng yan di ko na kaya.

[bakasyaalamnya-blog]

Parang makakabuo pala ng isang kwento na may tema ng pagtyatyaga sa pagibig yung mga inaral kong kanta kahit medyo lihis sa konsepto yung passenger seat.

This band: Tayo'y mag-usap, teka lang, ika'y huminto. Wag mo 'kong iwan, aayusin natin 'to

Jason Mraz: I won't give up on us. Even if the skies get rough. I'm giving you all my love. I'm still looking up

Stephen Speaks: Oh, I've got all that I need right here in the passenger seat