I am just a fangirl nothing will ever be as I want it to be, or so i thought. until i knew that meeting my one and only the Harry Styles is going to happen. It all started about a week ago.I was huddled in my room with my laptop on my other pillow, with my pillow on my lap. I could feel the hotness of the bottom of my laptop and I knew that i needed to put it on another surface, but i was just so excited, it finally happened! Harry Styles followed me on twitter, it wasn't easy. I told all of my followers on both Twitter and Tumblr that is they help me get a follow from Harry that I would literally do anything for them. I was lucky enough to have my followers do as I asked. Everyone was spamming the shit out Harry. finally after the 20145145022 time if me checking my interactions and being disappointed... IT HAPPENED. Harry Styles followed me!! I was so excited i jumped up and down it was really late at night and i was screaming till i felt the back of my throat hurt. My parents ran out and yelling "IS EVERYTHING ALRIGHT??!! ARE YOU HURT!!!" i replied nonchalantly "oh yeah, you know.. just.. the Harry Styles followed ME on twitter.. ME out of all people. omg is this real life" my parents sighed a sigh of relief and went back to their bedroom.
i was so excited i thanked everyone who helped and i made a thank you video to them thanking them all. I was so happy! That day i couldn't go to sleep, i looked at the poster of the boys and thoughts were running through my mind i was just wondering why he picked to follow me, i mean i know that my followers and I spammed the shit out of his mentions, but why did he do it? he can easily ignore me or report me and my followers for spam but he didn't, i couldn't contain anymore excitement. I turned off my laptop in hopes of getting some sleep. I took my iPod touch off of my dresser that had my favorite books. I put my earphones in and turned it on to shuffle, the first song playing was Kiss Me by Ed Sheeran, i was literally so tired that I fell asleep listening to his angelic voice. I had the best dream that night.
the next day, i open up my twitter and casually check if i had any Direct Messages, i usually don't get any that aren't spam so when i opened i saw that i has a DM from Harry, i was shocked that i was speechless. i read the DM to myself while trying not to screech and die, it was very long that it was more than one message. The DM read
"Hello, I noticed that you asked your friend to help you get a follow, that was very sweet of you. I would like to thank you for being such a great big fan. I saw your tumblr blog i quite like it actually-" at that moment I felt my cheeks flush red and I felt how embarrassed i was "- i was wondering if you were coming to our concert this friday." oh DAMN, i forgot that they are coming to my town this friday. too bad I have no tickets. i was typing and my fingers and hands were shaking, the fact that i was speaking to Harry, the one i dream about. i replied "I wish i can come to the concert, really. I couldn't get any tickets. I am so happy and proud of you, Harry. I really am" after only a few minutes i see his reply "well, since you are one of One Direction's biggest fans, i have a proposal. we are in our hotel at this moment. What if I get Paul to give you two tickets, just meet Paul outside the arena, and i'm looking forward to you coming. much love, Harry :) xx"
my heart was racing, my mind was going 54254555 miles per minute. Should I go? OF COURSE I SHOULD, Harry wants to meet me. I decided to not tell any of my friends or parents, it was alright I had my own car and license and i can drive to the arena on my own. on Thursday night i looked into my closet and thought "nothing too fancy.. don't wanna be another Sidney Dalton with her fucking dress at a gym.." then my eyes say the perfect outfit, something that was kinda related to the boys without it screaming out ' I STALK YOU ALL THE TIME' i loved it. It was my skinny jeans, and a low cut tank top that looked like it had suspenders on it. "perfect". i laid it on my dresser, went to take a shower and i literally shaved every inch of my body.
i went to sleep on Thursday night, it was so exciting. I decided that it was alright for me to wake up early on Friday so i can meet Paul and wait in line and such. i woke up at 10:00 am, went to shower then i rubbed my body with the best smelling lotion and used my favorite perfume. I got dressed, and put on some makeup. i was practically running downstairs to eat my breakfast then brush my teeth. My eyes met mom's and i had to have some sort of explanation for waking up early, i had none. my mother asked "are you going on a date or something?? it seems like it"
"i don't know mom, i'll be back around 10:00 pm. love you, mom" i grabbed my car keys while managing not to drop them and look like an idiot. i ran out the door, got in the driver's seat and turned on the radio, What Makes You Beautiful was on the radio, i jammed and got all of my fangirl feels before i got to my destination. as i got there, a big man asked for my name. I told him. then he asked me to go to another way that the fans were not there. i was practically being dragged there, i was scared.
after the big men got me there i saw what looked like Harry in the distance... is this real? i was looking around, really confused, i had no idea what to do. then i heard Harry run up and say "Hello, there!" then he looked at the men who now i understood that they are his bodyguards and said "I can take it from here". then he looked back at me and said "how are you Katherine? I'm so glad you can make it." his eyes sparkled with the way the sun was shining towards them. I was completely starstruck, i was expecting Paul. then after a while i managed to get some words out, finally. I said "hello, Harry. how are you today?" i tried to act casual as if i see him everyday. i realized that he had a really confused look on his face. maybe he was expecting a screaming fangirl. "Joke's on you, Haz. I got my feels out in the car" i thought to myself. then after a long pause i said "so, you wanted me to come here. Is there an actual reason?" UGH THAT SOUNDED SO SASSY. "sorry, i didn't mean it that way, i am just shocked you said that Paul would be here."
"yeah, sorry. I decided that it'd be a good idea to meet you myself and give you these two tickets, they are Ultimate VIP, concert tickets; front row, and sound check- just a few things to say how happy i am to have dedicated fans like you"
i was blushing. omg is this real? what is happening?!!
i took the tickets and i was on the verge of tears, but i looked at his eyes and mumbled "thanks you so much" then he came in a hugged me.
the concert was great, they sang Moments and i was in tears, i wiped them cause I saw how Harry was looking at me throughout the whole concert. it was kinda cute, actually.
After the concert i was told to wait in a small room backstage, then Harry and the boys walk in with Paul and Andy. All the boys hugged me and said that they are so glad that i can make it. We had a nice chat but i remembered that i had a curfew "omg my mom is gonna kill me!" i screamed after taking a casual look at the time. "why did i say that?" i thought to myself. "now Liam is going to insist on me leaving to get home and the rest will side with him.. DAMN IT" and soon enough my prediction came true. I hugged the boys goodbye and they said that i was a pretty cool fan and they all decided to follow me twitter, i asked Niall to follow my bestie cause she was in love with him and it would be a nice surprise for her.
before i left, Paul asked if he can get my number so Harry and I can stay in touch, i gave it to him.
later that night, Harry and I had the best conversation I've ever had with a guy. he was seriously so sweet and charming even through text. It was now 2:00 am and Harry said that he has a busy day tomorrow and he needs his show then he sent "Hope you enjoyed the show, Goodnight beautiful. Harry :) x"
"goodnight! :D" i replied.
The next day i woke up to a "Good morning, beautiful :)" text from Harry. i still couldn't believe that what happened is true. i text'ed him back, put my phone in my pocket, grabbed my keys and drove to my best friend's house (the one who got followed by Nialler). I wanted to share this moment with her, as i stepped in her house. i walked into her room, and quickly went on to her laptop pretending to causally wanting to check my twitter. she was logged in then i go to her interactions and pretend that it was the first i ever heard that Niall followed her. "omg look!! Niall followed you!!"
"no he didn't. Stop i am already disappointed that i couldn't see them." she walked towards me, just to make sure. then she sees that it was true.
she screams her head off and jumps up and down. i was happy to make her smile like that. After our fangirl meeting, i had to go. There was a place that Harry told me to meet him. I put the address in my GPS and was on my way. i got there, i am still not used to this idea.
i walk in and it was a beautiful cafe, Harry was sitting on the last table to the left all the way in the back, i think it was so people would not see him. he pulled the chair out for me. he is such a gentleman. it was super cute that he knew how to treat a lady. He ordered some food, and i just got some orange juice.
all i was thinking throughout the meeting was "is this a date?" "what is this is not a date, just a nice, friendly meeting" "omg i feel like i'm on a date"
after eating Harry suggested to go out for a walk. we were walking and having lovely conversation. he asked me about my family and everything, it was really nice. I didn't have many questions to ask him cause i basically knew everything there is to know about Harry.
i looked at my watch and knew that i was gonna be late for my exam. "I'm so sorry, Harry. But i have an exam that i need to take right now. This was quite lovely. we should do it again." I smiled at him, he smiled back and said "yeah, we should. maybe i should walk you to your car." i nodded while blushing. I felt that he was trying to kiss me, but quite honestly i didn't care.
We got to my car, that for a spare second i really hated that i parked it so close to the cafe. "Thanks for this." i said "No problem, this was my pleasure, really. You are really lovely, and i do like you a lot, actually."
"I liked you, too."
then he leaned in, our faces so close to each other, i can feel his breath it smelled so fresh and minty. our lips are only centimeters apart. then his soft lips pressed to mine. It was magical. everything i ever thought it would be.
i couldn't believe it, Harry Styles was into me. ME!
we both pulled away and said our goodbyes. then i drove to my class. I couldn't focus on my exam. It wasn't worth it, i can make it up. I made some excuse to the professor and left home.
i got home and just fangirled at tumblr. that was the best day of my life. seriously. The past few days have been so wonderful.
Now that Harry and I have been dating for a few months, i rarely fangirl. I mean sometimes i do, they come out of nowhere... The feels.
I told my friends. My parents support Hazza and I's relationship and it's so wonderful to hang out with him just the both of us.
although i got some really nasty messages of twitter, i decided to delete it, but that's okay. I am so glad to be able to date the man i always dreamed about. He is everything perfect and i realize that I am so lucky to have him by my side and everyday i thank the fangirl lifestyle and my followers for it! I still chat them up sometimes. :)
