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Tales of Rebirth - Heart Rest
Doctor's Prescription
Hindi ako binugbog pero may internal hemorrhage daw ako. Saan? Sa stomach. That can lead to cancer or worse, death. Hmmm. Ulcer? Yes, it is. Hmmm. Preventive naman po ba yung case ko? I'm still young and I feel healthy so I guess doc this is preventive at pwede pang gamutin? (Panic Reaction) Walang edad na pinipili ang "Peptic Ulcer" Ha? Petik? Pepik? Hanu daw? Basta yun na yun. Nauna ang kaba pero I know I'm always ready kung ano man mangyari sakin, nagsisi na ko nung una pa lang para di na ko magsisi sa huli pero una kong naisip... Family. Meron daw palang acid sa tiyan which I am aware of to digest foods that we are taking so happen na mali ang ginagawa ko. Oversleep with nothing inside my stomach, masyadong acidic ang mga tine-take ko. Napagusapan din namin yung history ko, wow, meron? Parang medical records? Partly ulet. Medyo natatandaan ko yung pinost ko 1 time about bullying. Eto...
When it comes to Bullying there are so many things to discuss and talk about. I totally agree with Ms. Karen Davila's statement, "Sense of love, self-worth, and security starts with the family".
I was bullied about being "chubby, mataba, baboy" when I was in grade school. But because my family showed me so much love, the love overpowered the teasing. Its not always about your imperfections its about how you handle yourself and working on where you are good at and show those bullies what you got. Agree?
When I was in grade school naging Anorexic ako. Yep. Masyadong nangibabaw ang insecurities ko pag tinatawag nila kong mataba, baboy, etc. Sinasabi ko na okay lang kahit hindi naman talaga. After every meal direcho na ko sa banyo, sinusundot ko na ang lalamunan ko para isuka ko mga kinakain ko, akala ko that time ako lang gumagawa non, naisip ko instinct pala yun? Mga bagay na di na kelangang ituro sa eskwela at basta mo na lang madi-discover sa sarili mo. Ginawa ko until high school. At effective, di na ko mataba pero sumobra naman ang payat ko at nahirapan na kong tumaba.Wow.
Balik tayo sa sakit ko, doc, laging sumasakit dibdib ko, sabi niyayou have what we call Arrhythmia , we have two kinds of Arrhythmia (Ano nanaman to?) limot ko nakung ano yung isa, basta I'm suffering daw with "TACHYARRHYTHMIA" rapid heart movement daw,sobra sa dapat na bilang ng heart rate per minute, kung bakit ako nahihilo o minsan nag f-faint dahil sa dugo ko, aware din ako na ANEMIC ako o mababa ang dugo. Hmm. Low blood ba yun? Hindi daw. Ahhhh. Iba ang Low Blood Pressure sa Anemic o mababa ang Red Blood Cells compared sa normal hemoglobin. Ewan ko di ko naiintindihan, madaming complications. Palaging complicated mga pangyayari. Pero nanahimik ako ng maging emotional si Papa, asking me what the heck my problem is, siyempre di ko alam ang sasabihin sasabihin ko, wala o, napabayaan ko lang po siguro sarili ko. Kung ano man daw nagagawa niya sakin sorry, he's just protecting me. That pinch me so hard, parang sumakit lalo ang puso ko. I'm so proud to have a father like Papa. Wala na kong mahihiling pa, ang dami niyang binibiling pagkain sakin kaso bawal pala ko pakainin, ultimong tubig may count bago ko inumin at flakes lang nakakain ko. Pero alam mo yung 12hours fasting?Yung feeling na may pumapasok na camera sa lalamunan mo. Di naman ako matakaw sa picture pero bakit naman pati internal organs ko papakunan ko? Okay,kelangan e. Para sa medical procedures. For now, I'm taking 2 antibiotics at yung isa di ko mahanap dito, hirap kumilos. Basta sabi para daw ma-reduce yung acid sa tiyan ko.
Bawal ang...
Alcoholic Drinks
Beer
Brandy
Cocktail (pero okay lang Mocktails)
Gin (Kelan ba ko nag Gin?)
Rhum ETC.
Coffee
Mapa Original, Strong 'N Rich, Brown and Creamy, o Sweet and Mild pa yan. Bawal. No exceptions. Kahit Starbucks pa yan, may entrance o wala. BAWAL. (Lungkot)
Soft drinks
Ibig sabihin ba... Tapos na Endorsement Contract ko sa Coca-Cola? (Mas Malungkot)
Ayoko ng isa-isahin pa dahil Lalo lang akong napapaisip at nalulungkot. Dahil bawal ding ma-
Stress
Mag isip ng kung ano anong bagay. Ako pa talaga ang stress? Daming work. Wow.
Okay may sakit ako sa Tiyan, Dugo at...
PUSO - Doc pag ininom ko ba gamot ko, mawawala ang sakit ng Puso ko?
"Baka ibang sakit yan. Hahaha" Pinagtawanan ako ng doctor. Wow.
