If "we" crumble.
You'll be lost. That empty passenger seat, will become lonely to you. You'll miss, the way I turn the station every two minutes. You'll miss, the way I would make you laugh from that seat. You'll miss, our late night trips. You'll miss, the way I made you feel . You'll miss, the things you've thought you've forgotten, You'll miss, everything . Just like you always do. But it'll be too late. I will be long gone. Forever this time. Everything that's pissing you off so badly now... you'll learn you were just taking it all for granted..And you'll miss it all. Work. Weed. Alcohol. AND other women will never cure your loneliness, or aching heart. Because I know..NONE of those things will ever cure mine...if you walk out. I love you , so much. So much, that just the thought of losing you, and not being with you... shatters my heart. Into a million pieces. I've had a dream a few nights ago, that you died. In a car crash, actually. And, in that dream... I never left you. I never wanted anybody else. I still wanted you, and stayed engaged to you. Do you realize what any of this means?! It means... I am 110% madly in love with you. No one else on the planet matters. You're my one, my only. MY TRUE LOVE♥ And. I don't want to lose you. Ever. Even if death steals you away, it won't be the end for me. Or for us. I love you, so dearly. And I want you forever. Always. I'm sorry for the mistake I made a few months ago. BUT my heart...never left you. Even when I thought it had.. Please don't go...</3