to-o many thougts-day ( 22.03.12 )
are you kidding me?
uprak, ujian tulis, and try out come consecutively and they're kinda killing me.
uprak has done perfectly last week. and it's time for ujian tulis!
i don't get it when we have studied for almost 3 years in junior high and everything's staked just with a few days. that's totally unfair.
i swear, i never think i'm too smart. so, i don't have study at all and everything seems easy for me. I SWEAR! but i believe in what i've got at school. I know i'm not that good at remembering lessons, but.. hey, we're all having ability at it and when it comes to a test, it will works as hard as it can.
but do you know how it feels to be the most stupid one? it's not about what i've got. it's about me. who i am. (lebay, sih). But, it totally makes me wanna cry. ah~ hold it, hold it. I shouldn't be tearing in front of you, him, people, everyone just beacuse of that.
and... at last, i know i'm no good at telling my argument. and may be it hurt people. and surely, i feel guilty. this guiltiness ruins my whole day perfectly. i'm sorry for that.
salam super!