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[ellievickstar]

Another Love….? (Rhysand x Reader)

A/N: ngl that gave me the icks writing. I heavily support Feysand and this was more of a trial, I don’t think I’m ever writing a Rhysand fic again…this is day three of my 300 follower week…🤍

Summary: After years of pining for The High Lord of The Night Court, Y/N comes to realise that she will never be the one for him.

Request: no but this is specially dedicated to @cityofidek cause she’s awesome and because I know she likes Rhys.

Inspiration: Nope

Warning: Heart break, running away from your problems, moving on. Some mentions of traumas.

~*~*~*~*~

She’s his mate.

Tears streamed down you face as you watched Rhysand babble to Mor about Feyre, Feyre Curse-breaker, Spell Cleaver. Your hand flew to your mouth as you turned and excused yourself, winnowing away to the forests.

You heaved a sob as you thought of all that you had done together, as you thought of your favourite memories that had some how made you fall more and more for the unattainable High Lord.

Footsteps sounded behind you as you turned and shrieked at the sight of the Suriel. You scampered back, shield raised high. The suriel smiled at you as it bent down to observe your face.

“Interesting,” It mused as it reached out with a long, bony finger. “Interesting…” It repeated as it looked back to the moonstone palace.

“What do you want,” You gritted out as it smiled wider. It’s reply grated your senses. “One who wants what she cannot have, has someone who seeks her heart, yet every time she falls more, she breaks someone else’s heart,” It mused. And left. You pondered the suriel’s confusing riddle, the question that it had left you with. You sighed as your shoulders slumped and you sat on the ground beside the tree.

Another seeks her heart…

Maybe, just maybe, you’d find another love someday. You sent a prayer to the cauldron, as another tear escaped your closed eyelids.

~*~*~*~*~

A/N: I kept it short, I thought it would be fitting since Rhysand has the shortest Wingspan. HAHAHAHHA. But anyways, I don’t think I’ll do another Rhysand ever again unless it’s requested. And even this gave me the icks even though the suriel literally carried the whole thing. Bye my loves <3

Also!!! P.S. There are three mystery characters that I will be adding in this week so stay tuned, I have a feeling that I’m entering a whole new community. These characters are from two different series that are totally unrelated but I really love them and I hope you guys do too.

Taglist: @cityofidek @brekkershadowsinger

[amlovelies]

Thank you for the tag @heartbrreak

here’s my sidestep Cynthia and one of my detectives Emma in this picrew

I’m tagging: @vienocalledmebuddy, @wayhavensmasonsbitch, @detectivewiseman, @pearlsandsteel, @peonylon​ and anyone who sees this and wants to participate! tag me please so I can see your creations!

[catastrofriend]

N O T Y from those fluff prompts, for leigh, if you’d like?? :>

Two things: i first read that as “no ty” and had a moment of *wow ok* but then i didn’t know what it meant and how to feel so we ignoring that

Also I didn’t actually read these as i reblogged them and thought they were gonna be writing prompts so i may end up doing something with that whole thing but first let me answer these questions

N--Nicknames

I don’t really have any set nicknames between Leigh and Ortega to be honest? At most I see Leigh occasionally throwing in a “hon” mostly when they’re a bit exasperated. But I did get recommended a song a while ago called Baby Blue for Leigh and like. that’s cute. I don’t see Ortega doing it but that’s a cute nickname that Leigh would accept. As long as their hair is blue.

O--On cloud nine

[i hate that title it makes me think of greasy esports boys ok moving on]

I think it’s like.... everyone knows if Leigh has a crush, except Leigh? Not a lot of self-awareness in that area. They’re very... sure, I just want to spend all my time with that person and fall asleep cuddled together and make them food and perfect cups of tea and give them a teddy bear and take seven thousand pictures of them and that’s not weird at all I just get like that sometimes?

I love them a lot.

T--Thrill

Leigh… really doesn’t care all that much about sex and stuff. They prefer to be boring (their own words). They’re willing to try stuff, though, but they generally won’t be the one to suggest anything, they’re happy just being with Ortega [looks at all my written fluff that’s literally the two idiots falling asleep together]. 

Y--Yearning

Badly.

I really considered leaving the answer at that but that makes things so vague like “what even was the question come on pix don’t be like that” so.

Leigh uses their relationship as a big ass bandaid to smack on all the crappy shit and when that’s not there, that means they gotta face the shit and they Do Not Like That. Also they get anxious about it even being real and stuff. They need that fucking therapy. Also they just. Really Like being close to the people they love? And I think that’s very valid of them?

♥

[impossible-rat-babies]

🌹!!

“Pollux, huh.” It’s still stranger to hear.

“Age?”

“Nineteen.” Pollux answers smoothly and Charge’s eyes widen, but he nods

“Alrighty. Where are you from? Originally?”

“Northern California.”

send a 🌹for a sentence from a wip!

[breakdownsandbreakthroughs]

Jennier Energy

[amlovelies]

Pinterest Tag Game

here's how it works, go to pinterest and search:

1. favorite colour + aesthetic

2. favorite colour + outfit + aesthetic

3. favorite colour + shoes + pick one that matches your style

4. favorite colour + accessory of your choice

5. a word you identify with + "quote"

6. favorite celebrity/character + favorite colour

7. favorite hobby

8. favorite colour + aesthetic again

9. favorite word + favorite colour + aesthetic

thank you for the tag @heartbrreak 💜 I like never use pintrest and feel like I’m so bad at things like this, but I gave it a shot anyway😅

anyways Imma tag @wayhavensmasonsbitch, @detectivewiseman, @vienocalledmebuddy and anyone else who sees this and wants to play! I’d love to see what you create😊

[amlovelies]

 rules: answer 30 questions and tag 20 blogs you are contractually obligated to know better

tagged by: @heartbrreak (thank you ☺)

tagging : hmmmm off the top of my head (and some newer mutuals who I don’t know very well yet) @lilyoffandoms, @pearlsandsteel, @southernvampire, @tuomniia, @mepheesto, @nerdferatum, @detectivewiseman @keybleminded and @wayhavensmasonsbitch (no pressure!) and anyone who wants to do this! 

name/nickname: aml, it’s my initials. Fun fact I used to go by my middle name growing up, but stopped once I moved out on my own at 18. Bonus, it’s almost impossible for anyone from high school to find me now✨ 

gender: uhhhhhh let’s come back to this one in a couple months and maybe I’ll have an answer. 

star sign: pisces sun, cancer moon and rising. I’m a watery bitch

height: 5′7″

time: 8:02pm

birthday: march 6

favorite bands:  hmmm the maine, sleeping at last, all time low, florence and the machine, circa survive, fall out boy, fleetwood mac, (fuck it, I’ll say it) one direction, the gaslight anthem, thrice, dashboard confessional

favorite solo artists: hozier, niall horan, taylor swift, (oh wow I sound so basic), reba mcentire, pam tillis,

song stuck in my head: living dead girl by rob zombie

last movie: wonder woman 1984. yeah. 

last show: finished season 4 of Big Mouth, and now we are watching Jeopardy for our dinner show. I don’t really watch much tv or movies anymore tbh

when did you create this blog: 2012 😬 and I’ve never changed my url (mostly because I’m too lazy)

what do I post: things that make me laugh, mental health stuff, in the last few months I’ve been actually posting my writing so that’s new and scary, but has been really rewarding. So much fandom stuff. lots of wayhaven some fhr and dragon age

last thing googled: lyrics to the song just fucking let me love you by Lowen

do I get asks: yes 😭 and I love you all so much for sending them to me

why I chose my url: it’s a handle I’ve had since high school. in art class we used to have to mark our pottery with our initials, and I started drawing a little heart after mine and that kinda morphed into amlovelies 

following: 388, but i think like half of them are probably dead--I’m just too lazy to go through and unfollow

followers: 578 see above

average hours of sleep: It try and let myself get 8, but I have periods of pretty bad insomnia so sometimes it’s only 3-4/fitful tossing and turning type sleep. 

lucky number: 6

instruments: I can do a little piano and guitar, but it never really clicked for me. I still find it relaxing though, and I should do it more often 

what am I wearing: sweatpants and a t-shirt. I am always captain sweatpants when I’m at home. 

dream job: who dreams of labor? But honestly probably writing or working at the aquarium

dream trip: a river cruise down the amazon

last book I read: the way to rainy mountain by n. scott momaday

favorite food: my grandma’s spinach quiche 

nationality: american 😬

favorite song: when I was 18 I decided my answer for this would be Film Noir by the Gaslight Anthem which is what I usually go with because I tend to just go through intense phases where I listen to a song on repeat. This week it’s Vice by Miranda Lambert btw

top three fictional universes: middle earth, star wars, thedas

[starrypawz]

S T X Y for the fanfic asks?

A-Z Fanfic Asks

S: Any fandom tropes you can’t resist?

Tbh I’m basically a sucker for like probably like 99 percent of fluff tropes, but like god things like casual intimacy? that gets me weak and just tropes revolving around caring for one another and like ‘the stubborn one being vulnerable’ ‘the grumpy one and the literal ray of sunshine’

T: Any fandom tropes you can’t stand?

Uuh squaring away like some dubious tropes we don’t need to get into on this good Christian hellsite

I’m just not generally fond of like a lot of ‘angst for the sake of angst’ adjacent concepts/tropes. Like not saying angst is bad but it kinda just has to... fit the narrative I guess?, and like I’m generally not a big fan of like  ‘grimdark edgy content made for children’s media’ concepts (looking @ u cupcakes fic) also like generally anything based around cheating is like ‘i would rather not’

X: A character you enjoy making suffer.

Oh god I don’t really? You know I’m like pain avoidant I feel bad making bad things happen to fictional characters

Y: A character you want to protect.

Like p much any character I like, but I’ve been replaying DAI lately and like... my ghost son lemme protecc