(My new favorite bracelet #bestgift 💕) I wonder what a year with Jesus feels like? I went on a long run today, thinking about this day one year ago. My mind was on that night and the trauma of it all and then I remembered something... I had gone to the house earlier that day to see you. And it was a good day. You were running around and happy. You came running up to me and reach up those hands. I loved it when you did that. It didn't matter how heavy you were, or if you wanted down immediately, or if you whacked me in the face... I would have swooped you up till you were 18 if I could! I picked you up and you stayed. All smiles and squeals. You even looked me in the eyes and I said, I love you Jonathan... You smiled and put your hands on my cheeks. Thanks for loving me. #jonathanpatrick #oneyearclosertoyou #heartsforeverchanged