#heartshattering

[abuzd]

Hey 🖤 I hadn't checked in in a while but I'm so sorry to see your mother wasn't respectful and accepting towards you. You deserve better.

hello lovely! 🥺

it’s alrighhhtttt aha i can’t say i didn’t see it coming the second i asked her to be honest. honestly was exchanged. and i left as a result of the abundant truth. at least we don’t have to mask for her anymore 😅

[notforlackof]

AHH I didn't know it was your birthday 'til I saw you getting bday wishes from other people on here... I'm sorry for being so out of it gjfkhfk but anyway now that I found out that it is your birthday I just wanted to wish you a lovely one filled with whatever makes you feel the happiest! It feels comforting having you in my life even when things feel chaotic and you just overall have been really sweet and kind to me plus it's so fun chatting about music and writing~ I wish you the best, friend!

No need to apologize! my birthday was yesterday (the 7th), and I wouldn't have expected you to know about it

Thank you for the kind words <3

I'm really glad that we've gotten to know each other, and I enjoy our conversations a lot! I'm looking forward to sharing more music recommendations with each other and hearing more about your writing, once you're ready to pursue it (and thanks for listening to me go on and on about writing stuff)

Again, thanks for the birthday wishes and kindness! Very grateful to know you and be a part of your life :)

[abuzd]

We haven't talked but seeing you back on my dash is nice. I was hoping that you were staying safe and doing okay since I recall you'd been having some difficult days earlier this month. It's nice seeing you back but please take care and remember breaks are 100% okay if you ever need to step back.

thank yo so mucsdkfljdskf thank you aaaaa <333 we're still in the difficult days ahhahah but working hard to slow it all down <3 thank you! be sure to take your own advice too okay??

[itsjustalittlevampire]

Hello! Just wanted to thank you for the positive things you've been reblogging! I've been struggling but seeing encouraging things on my dash helps give me hope. You have a very nice blog and you seem like a sweet and caring person. Please take care and hope you're doing well today! c:

Hey Heartshattering,

I'm very glad that I'm able to make your day brighter by adding some sunshine to it! And by giving you hope. After all, the world out there is a big, dark and scary place...

I reblog these sweet and uplifting things mainly for myself as I still suffer with depression and anxiety, but if I'm being honest? Seeing that it also helps someone else out there too, makes me very happy.

Thank you! And I will!

I can only hope that you do the same, dear. (Be safe and keep your chin up 💖)

[ank5316]

people.

people. my lovely people. Why are you in pain? why do you leave?

This is so fucking hard.

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[ank5316]

My dearest Achamma,

You were and are everything to me. All of my earliest and happiest memories are with you. I never saw anything other than love and kindness in your eyes. Your love was the light of my life and I have wondered how can someone love anyone this profoundly. 

Your love and compassion were like a fathomless ocean and its waves touched many blessed beings. 

  I have vivid memories of our old home. At…

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[ank5316]

Days without you.

You left on a night, in pain, almost too strong that you couldn’t see or hear anything lucidly. I lingered around in your room, roamed around, not knowing what to say or do to stop your suffering. I cried when nobody was watching, I didn’t want anyone to feel weak, weak like me. At some point, I gave up and started sobbing and I hated not being able to speak to you. I looked at you and fondled…

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[theostuart]

Learning #circumstances #today was #heartshattering . Here is a picture from around the last time I saw you, because I was lazy, because I had lost my mother, because I had a #newborn to take care of, because I had #somuchwork, because I didn’t pick up the phone to send a #howareyou text, #because, because. So when Sebastien was not in town, I never made the effort. And now I am sorry of not having reached out more to one of the #kindestsouls I have ever met. To an extremely #cultivated and #passionate man, to whom I could listen for hours. To the personification of human #intelligence in many of its forms. I will #missyou, and I can only hope you can #enlighten #heaven with your discussions as much as you did down here. #restinpeace #josephusthimister (à Verrières, Basse-Normandie, France) https://www.instagram.com/p/B5OEh7cKG6-/?igshid=1p5uh9ir0hn5f