#heatedrivarly

[hoao]

shane being unable to stop smiling when he’s kissing ilya up the stairs of his apartment vs shane having to force himself to go up those same stairs with rose…….. shane asking for ginger ale in two different places and never getting it vs shane being handed cold ginger ale by ilya without even having to ask……

[zayacv]

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[hudconsociety]

We want to introduce you a new member of Connor's family.

Welcome Connie Jane Storrie ❤️

She has beautiful blue eyes like Connie-baby and she was born the same day of him 02/22.

She's beautiful ❤️

[liebsterr]

“you’re starting to sound like him.”

[hoao]

whatever you do don’t think about ilya snapping at shane on that rooftop when shane asks him what’s wrong and then immediately feeling bad about it and trying to actually open up for the first time by saying “i go home in three days” only for shane to not get what he’s trying to say at all and telling him that it “must be nice.” ilya is both scared to be honest and also unable to do so because english feels like a barrier to him, he just can’t seem to find the right words and it’s even harder to have to try.

[hoao]

the bathroom scene in the tv show is a hundred times more devastating than in the books. shane is so angry at ilya but he misses him more than he resents him, so he unfolds under his touch and looks at him with a yearning so entrancing you can't look away. ilya has been pretending for months, sort of encouraged by the thought that maybe he's the only one between the two of them battling scary desires, but shane's unexpected reaction wipes the cocky smirk off his face and the way ilya teases and calls him boring is his attempt at lifting the mood when all he can see are shane's glossy eyes. but shane is not the only yearner in that bathroom, he's simply the one who wears that feeling on his sleeve. the fact that ilya could run away again but instead chooses to tease shane and not resist the sudden urge to kiss him says a lot about how difficult it is for ilya to truly distance himself from shane when they're actually physically close. as long as he's on the other side of the world he can pull it off, but when they're in that bathroom he knows he can't do much about the way he feels. when they're in his suite he tries again, creates distance between them during sex. they don't even kiss. it's obviously no good at this point of their arrangement, they're both in too deep.

[hudconsociety]

I would offer that people read the books again if for nothing else to have a reminder how complicated relationships are. They are two young men in their mid-20s figuring life out very publicly. It’s hard enough as it is. Having eyes on you 24/7 can’t be easy. They will be fine as long as they care about each other and by all means they do. I trust they are fully capable of figuring out what shape their relationship should take on their own without the fandom speculating and dooming and freaking out about every occurrence in their lives :)

H&C have a rare bond and I am hopeful that it is the thing that keeps them grounded and loved no matter what and no matter with whom for a long, long, long, long (very, very, very long) time.

A quick reminder about Hudson and Connor 🎬✨Let’s keep in mind that both Hudson and Connor have repeatedly asked not to be seen as a "package deal" or a brand. Supporting them means respecting this wish, celebrating the amazing friendship and chemistry they share, but most importantly, backing their future solo projects without expecting them to stay forever anchored to the show's dynamics. They deserve the freedom to write their own separate stories, so let’s show up for them as individuals and support their journeys. 🖤

[hoao]

my heated rivalry playlist (but it’s just the yearning)