I feel alone, unimportant and unnecessary in a threatening world. The only thing I’m certain of in all this chaos and turmoil is that if there is any purpose, any direction our lives are meant to go in, that I have utterly and irreparably lost and wasted mine. My past is an inescapable weight around my neck, and my only hope for the future is that I’ll temporarily have work dangerous enough to be able to put it from my mind for a few blessed minutes. It takes every ounce of my willpower to get up in the morning rather than just hiding in a corner and praying there is no life after death.
So, all in all I’d say I’m still doing better than you.
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