#heavyhearted

[feliskaabarre]

happy uh. wait. no not so happy uhhhh saddy anniversary

i dunno its the day my brother died, 19 years ago i lost my first best friend </3

[janikainen]

Heavy Hearted took me a little over a year to finish. It's a graphic novel of 10 chapters that handles themes of trauma. You can read it for free online or purchase a physical copy from my store or in person from conventions that I attend 🖤 Webtoon: https://tinyurl.com/y7xlh94m Tapas: https://tapas.io/series/Heavy-Hearted

[janikainen]

Heavy Hearted is a collection of messy thoughts & memories, braided into poems and images.

I completed this collection last year and you can read it fully on Webtoon & Tapas  🌸

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[janikainen]

Signing Heavy Hearted ✏️💕

This comic is available at my store

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[janikainen]

New chapter for Heavy Hearted 

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[feliskaabarre]

Oops! got a little too openly vulnerable about how much i hate being trans especially in this state & country and how hopeless everything in life feels all the time.. My bad!!

[feliskaabarre]

it sucks that even though its not his fault that he died, losing him was the fucking catalyst that ruined everything in our family, ruined everything in my life. all the emotional neglect and distance and desire to just be fucking loved and its all his fault, but it isn't.

[feliskaabarre]

anyways! cried at therapy about how i feel annoying and burdensome at my very core! i feel guilty for being alive, yay!!