EXTRA CREDIT, EXTRA FEELINGS— JAY
┊ academic rivals to lovers · fake dating · fluff with tension
“you didn’t have to defend me in there,” “i wasn’t defending you. i was defending us.”
synopsis
you and jay have been academic rivals since freshman year—always one-upping each other, always toe-to-toe in class debates. but when your psychology professor assigns a semester-long project on relationship dynamics… and pairs you together?
you’re forced to fake date. for extra credit.
you both hate it. until you don’t.
pairing ⟶ jay x female!!reader
genre ⟶ academic rivals au, fake dating, slow burn, fluff w/ tension
word count ⟶ 4.9k
💌 heelvng note : though this took me forever to finish (bc im the biggest procrastinator in the world), my heart is so fuzzy and warm every time i read this. may your heart be just as warm and fuzzy like mines, happy reading everyone !!
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you started to think professor park had it out for you. there was no way, no actual way, you were going to survive a whole semester of this.
it had been one week since the project started, and already, jay was getting on your last nerve.
“you walk so damn slow,” jay grumbled as he walked beside you down the quad, hands stuffed in his pockets.
you shot him a glare. “then walk ahead of me. no one’s forcing you to stay by my side.”
“oh, but they are, sweetheart,” he smirked.“professors orders. we have to act like a couple, remember? it be weird if I just left you behind.”
you scoffed. “the only weird thing here is you calling me sweetheart. never do it again.”
jay let out a low chuckle, shaking his head. “you’re so fun to bother. this is going to be great.”
“you mean miserable,” you corrected, rolling your eyes.
“Same thing.”
the two of you had to meet up at least three times a week—in public—to convince people you were “dating.” professor park insisted that this wasn’t just a private assignment; your classmates needed to see the relationship progress over time. which meant you had to be seen together, talking, walking, eating—hell, you even had to sit next to each other in lectures now.
“okay, let’s get this over with,” you growled as you reached the campus café.
jay raised an eyebrow. “you say that like I’m not the best fake boyfriend you could’ve gotten.”
You gave him a pointed look. “I would rather date a lizard.”
he put a hand over his chest, mock-offended. “damn. you really know how to flatter a guy, yeah?”
you ignored him, pushing the café door open. as expected, the place was packed with students grabbing their usual coffee fix. you spotted beomgyu in the corner, already watching you with an amused grin. he was way too entertained by all of this.
jay noticed too. “your little fan club is watching,” he murmured. “time to sell it, babe.”
you froze. “enough with the pet names. my stomach can’t handle you saying it.”
“but babe.” his smirk deepened. “gotta make it convincing, right?”
you clenched your jaw so hard it hurt. but before you could curse him out, he did something worse—he threw an arm over your shoulders.
your entire body stiffened. “get. off..”
“nah,” he said casually, steering you toward the counter. “couples don’t stand a foot apart like they hate each other. relax.”
you wanted to strangle him but your peers were m watching, along with a handful of other classmates who had heard about the project.
if you shoved jay off you now, it’d look suspicious.
instead, you plastered on the fakest, most sickeningly sweet smile you could manage and turned to him.
“jay?”
“hm?”
you grabbed his wrist, nails digging into his skin as you pried his arm off your shoulders, he lets out a small yelp from your sharp nails digging into his flesh.
then, you leaned in just enough to keep up appearances—your voice dripping with venom.
“if you touch me again, i will make sure you don’t live to see the end of this semester.”
jay, the absolute menace that he was, just grinned. “damn. threats already? we’ve only been fake-dating for a week, babe.”
you smiled even wider, “it feels like forever!” you sarcastically exclaimed, grabbing his arm and dragging him towards the cafe food.
jay only chuckled, stepping forward to place his order. you could already tell—this project was going to be the death of you.
–
you’re now six weeks into the project and things couldn’t have gotten any worse. he had to dorm with you—and goodness, does he know how to ruin your space.
it was five minutes past seven and you were doing your skincare while he was in the shower. you had on your avocado mask and a fluffy headband holding back your hair.
the shower water shut off, and you paid no mind to a half-naked jay stepping out. it didn’t even cross your mind what it would feel like to drag your finger down his abs. you suppressed those thoughts. they’d only get in the way of the assignment.
“that coconut vanilla shampoo does wonders,” he said, rubbing a towel through his jet black hair.
you shot up immediately. “you used my shampoo?!” your blood was practically boiling.
“yeah? i didn’t take a lot,” he said, motioning to his hair. “i don’t have that much, babe.”
you groaned, falling back against your pillow.
jay walked over to the microwave, where his ramen—well, your ramen now—was supposed to be waiting. he opened the door to find it empty, only the faint scent of broth lingering.
“did you eat my ramen?” he asked, eyes locking on you instantly. a small smirk curled on your lips.
“that was my last ramen!” he dragged out, sighing like the world was ending.
“then you should’ve labeled it, genius.”
“why can’t this assignment just be easy? why do you make it harder than it should be?”
“because i don’t like you, jay. simple as that.”
he went quiet for a beat.
“why don’t you like me? i haven’t done anything wrong to you except be an academic rival. during this whole assignment, i’ve treated you with nothing but care. and i’ve even let you treat me horribly.”
you stared at him. his face full of emotion—serious in a way you weren’t used to. you couldn’t handle it.
your phone vibrated, reminding you to take off your mask. you took that as your escape, walking briskly to the bathroom and shutting the door behind you, leaving jay standing there, confused and alone.
—
a few hours later, jay was strumming his guitar softly. the tune was… calming.
it made your shoulders relax without permission, and you hated that. you turned to face the wall, pretending to scroll through your phone.
he started humming to the melody, and as good as it sounded, it somehow irritated you more.
“can you not play the guitar like you’re in a movie? some of us are trying to ignore our feelings.”
he chuckled under his breath. “you’re the one who ran away, not me.”
“i didn’t run. i just needed a second,” you said, still turned away, your eyes tracing the cracks in the wall like they could give you the words.
“okay. so… what’s really going on?” he set the guitar down and sat up, giving you his full attention.
the room fell silent. the heavy kind. the kind that filled your ears until your heartbeat was the only thing you could hear.
“i always thought you were better than me,” you said finally, your voice low. “you make it look easy. you never have to try. you walk into a room and people pay attention. professors love you. you get everything right—without even breaking a sweat.”
jay looked confused. “is that what you think?”
you turned over to face him. your chest tightened.
“i’ve been killing myself trying to measure up in every class. and then you show up—perfect, smug, smart—and suddenly none of it matters. i feel like i can’t succeed when you’re around.”
his eyes dimmed. like you’d knocked the light right out of him.
“i never meant to make you feel like that,” he said quietly, his thumbs fidgeting in his lap.
you didn’t know how to respond. it wasn’t like jay to be so serious, so in tune. and now that he wasn’t hiding behind his usual grin, you didn’t know where to look.
neither of you spoke after that.
but the silence didn’t feel tight anymore.
it felt softer. like something heavy had finally been placed on the table—and for once,
neither of you were rushing to pick it back up.
you stayed like that, facing each other in the low light.
and maybe that was enough.for now.
—
it’s been nine weeks into the assignment, and after that big confession in the form, you and jay suddenly got closer. the kind of close where people couldn’t tell if the relationship was real or not. the kind of close where even you couldn’t tell if it was real or fake.
“professor park wants to see us—evaluate us super quickly,” you told jay, your head resting on his shoulder as the two of you sat outside, watching the campus.
“when?” he asked, his hand wrapped around your waist, holding you close.
“in the next five minutes. we better get going since we’re a little far from his office.”
you and jay walked into professor park’s office a little out of breath. you were adjusting your sweater as you both took a seat in front of his desk.
professor park looked up, smiling slightly.
“you two have gotten… comfortable.”
you and jay glanced at each other. honestly, he wasn’t wrong. but neither of you said anything—because what was there to say? it had gotten comfortable.
then he leaned back in his chair and added, “there’ve been a few murmurs about your relationship. some of your peers think you’re playing it up too much… that it looks unrealistic.”
your chest tightened. that familiar self-doubt crept back in, sharp and sudden.
“is it unrealistic to care about someone?”
the room stilled.
jay didn’t look at you. his gaze was fixed on professor park, voice calm but firm. “i don’t care what they think. they’re outsiders. we’ve done everything you asked us to—but this? this isn’t just for a grade anymore.”
you glanced at jay from the side, your heart uncertain of what to do in this moment.
professor park studied the two of you—your words, your body language, your silence—before picking up his clipboard and jotting something down.
“you’re dismissed,” he said, still writing.
after you left the office, you were too stunned to speak. jay didn’t say anything either, not until you both stopped just outside the door.
he finally turned to you. “i meant that, by the way.”
“which part?” you asked, your voice barely above a whisper.
“all of it. every last word.”
you let that settle between you. it wasn’t a full confession, but it felt like one. and the scariest part? you didn’t want to run from it.
instead, you said, “you didn’t have to defend me in there.”
“i wasn’t defending you,” jay said, and for a moment your heart dropped—until he added, “i was defending us.”
you stared at him. he stared back. and for the first time since the assignment started, the space between the lines began to fill with something true.
—
the walk back to the dorms was silent, but comfortable. it felt spacious, like there was more to say, but the moment wasn’t asking for it yet.
you and jay didn’t speak—just walked side by side. your fingers brushed once, then again. the third time, he took your hand in his without a word.
it felt easy. it shouldn’t. but it did.
the campus was softer now, less crowded, and the sky was a dusty blue—the kind of blue that suggests something’s about to happen, especially with the breeze picking up.
jay didn’t let go of your hand.
and neither did you.
when you reached the dorm, you both stopped—like stepping inside would shatter whatever this moment was.
“you sure about earlier?” you asked, not looking at him.
“completely.”
you nodded once. barely.
you could feel the weight of his gaze on you. you didn’t look up—until you did.
and when your eyes finally met, the tension returned. it was quiet. full. almost too much. your body moved before your thoughts could catch up. you leaned in, slow—giving him time to move away if he wanted to.
he didn’t.
your lips brushed against his once—hesitant, questioning. and then again, more certain.
it wasn’t a grand kiss. not rushed or greedy. just soft. slow. like a quiet truth exchanged between mouths instead of words.
his hands moved without thinking—one gently at your waist, pulling you in just enough. your hand curled in the fabric of his hoodie, the other resting on his chest where his heartbeat stuttered under your palm.
jay didn’t push. he didn’t exaggerate the moment. he just kissed you like he meant it. like he’d been waiting for this moment to mean something.
when you finally pulled back, it was barely an inch. eyes still locked. the wind moved around you both—a gentle reminder: this just happened.
his forehead rested against yours. noses brushed.
“was that okay?” he asked, voice low.
you nodded. “yes.”
and it was more than okay. it was real. terrifyingly real.
you stayed like that for a moment—hands tangled, hearts too loud. then, quietly, jay opened the door.
but this time, when you stepped inside, it didn’t feel like something was ending.
it felt like something had just begun.
—
it’s been thirteen weeks in the assignment and tomorrow is the exam and you’re currently doing math work from your other professor. your brain is fried from the numbers and letters clashing together on paper and it’s bothering you.
you want to call jay over to help you but every time you think about asking for help you feel less highly capable of doing things by yourself and it takes you back to where you’re confessing your feelings to him.
jay sensed your frustration and creeped over to your side of the room.
“need help?” he offers, his hand resting on your bed frame.
you needed the help but you knew you were highly capable of doing the work. “no jay, i’m fine. thanks,”
jay’s face softened. “don’t shut me out like that, let me help you.”
your pencil stilled. you could hear the sincerity in his voice, quiet and steady.
you stared down at the numbers again, blurry and jumbled on the page like as if they were laughing at you.
“i just—“ your voice cracked. you swallowed hard. “i hate the feeling like i can’t do it when i know i’m capable. i know it’s stupid… but when i ask for help it feels like i’m failing.”
jay didn’t say anything to you. instead he crouched, eye level now.
“asking for help isn’t failure,” he said softly. “you’re one of the most capable people i know. seriously. you don’t have to prove that to anyone, not even me.”
you looked at him surprised by the earnestness in his voice.
“but i always feel like i do,” you admitted. “like if i’m not the best than what am i? and when i see you—it’s like everything just comes easy to you. i feel like i’m constantly catching up.”
jays eyes didn’t move from yours. “you’re not behind me. you’ve never been behind me.”
you blinked, a lump in your throat formed and your eyes daring to spill tears. you hated crying over your own flaws.
“then why does it feel like i’ve been running this whole time?”
jay reached out, taking your pencil from in between your fingers and placing it aside. then he took your hands in his.
“maybe you’ve been running,” he said, “but not because of me. maybe you’ve been running because nobody told you that it’s okay to rest. breathe. and ask for help,”
your hands stiffened in his.
“you don’t have to prove yourself to me,” he continued, voice lower than a whisper now. “you already got my respect. and more.”
you eyes widened.
“more?” you echoed.
he gave a faint, bashful smile. “yeah, more. i think somewhere between all the pretending , it stopped being pretend to me.”
your heart skipped a beat. you knew. you’d known. but hearing it? it shifted somewhere deep in your heart.
“me too.” you said quietly, “i stopped pretending weeks ago.”
the silence that followed was light and comforting.
“so,” he murmured brushing his thumb over your knuckles. “can i help you with the math now?”
you let out a light laugh. “only if you promise not to correct me too smugly,”
he grinned. “deal!”
—
the next day arrived faster than you wanted it to. despite the emotional gravity of the night before, there no time left to process it. not when professor park scheduled your evaluation in-front of the entire class.
you stood outside the lecture hall with jay by your side, heart thudding loudly in your chest. the door was already open. students were chiming in, curious and excited. this was the finale part of the experiment: a verbal demonstration of what the couple had learned.
no scripts. no notes. just honesty.
jay nudged you with his shoulder. “ready?”
you have a small shake to your head. “no. you?”
“not even a little,”
but his smile was reassuring.
when your names were called, the two of you stopped in-front of the door together. your classmates started whispering and you weren’t sure if they were waiting for drama or a love confession or perhaps both.
professor park folded his hands. “you’ve completed thirteen weeks of this
project. today, we ask one simple thing. what have you leaned about each other.”
the room was silent.
jay looked at you, then turned to the class.
“i’ll go first,” he said.
your heart clenched.
“when i started this, i though i’d just annoy her for a few weeks, play the part, and get it over with. but something changed,” his voice was calm but full. “i started paying attention. to how she always pushes herself harder than anyone else. to how she doesn’t ask for help, not because she’s proud, but because she’s afraid of being less than perfect. to how she shows up, again and again, even when she’s tired, even when she’s overwhelmed.”
he paused.
“she’s the smartest person i’ve ever met. not just academically but emotionally. she feels everything deeply and on another level, even when she’s tries to hide it. and along the way i stop pretending to care about her.”
jay looked at you—then really looked at you.
“because i do. i care about her. a lot.”
you swallowed the lump in your throat saving that for another time before you faced the class.
“i hated him.” you said bluntly, earning a few laughs. “he walked into every class with this stupid snarky smirk on his face and an even more perfect gpa, and i thought he was everything i didn’t want.”
you glanced at him, eyes softening.
“but then he started helping me. not just with school, but myself. he made me realize that it’s okay to ask for extra assistance and that it doesn’t make me weaker. he never made me feel small, even when i was spiraling. he just stayed. patient. steady.”
your voice lowered
“somewhere between the fake dates and late night studying, i started looking forward to everything—just because he’d be there.”
jay’s gaze flickers to yours, full of
something warm and bright.
professor park took a few scribbles on that same clipboard , but the room
stayed silent. almost breathless.
“thank you,” he said at last. “you’ve both exceeded expectations.”
the class broke into applause. a few people even whistled. but all you heard was the sound of jay’s breathing next to you. steady. grounding.
—
later that night you find yourselves back where it all started—the quad, now quiet under the golden wash of the campus.
jay had his hands in his pockets, walking slowly beside you.
“so,” he said eventually, “assignments over.”
you nodded. “guess we can stop fake dating now,”
“yeah we could,”
you turned to look at him. “unless…”
he stopped walking and you did too.
jay pulled his hands from out his pocket, stepping infront of you. “unless we don’t stop.”
your heart skipped a beat.
“i meant what i said in-front of everyone,” he continued, voice low. “i meant every word last night too. and i don’t want this to be pretend anymore.”
you felt your breath catch in your throat.
“so,” he said pulling something from
behind his back—a single sheet of paper.
your heart sank. “what is that?”
he grinned. “your last fake dating report.”
you opened it and read:
final evaluation : y/n is officially the person i want to stop pretending with. if she’ll let me, i want to keep dating her—no project, no professor. just me and her. will you be my girlfriend?”
you looked up, blinking fast. “you wrote this?”
“yeah…just didn’t want professor park took a grade it.”
your laugh broke through the lump in your throat.
“so,” he asked stepping closer. “will you?”
you didn’t hesitate. “yes. yes i will be your girlfriend jay.”
jay smiled so big it felt like this whole semester had been worth it for this moment alone. he leaned in, and you met him halfway—this time, with no tension lingering, no blurry lines.
just a kiss that felt like the beginning.
and it was.
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