Now my baby is sleeping and now it's the time of night that my mind wonders. I think about stuff throughout the day. I wish that I could be a better mum. I think that I try my best but, is my best good enough. I wish to have more patience. I really hope my baby boy is happy and enjoying his childhood and, it scares me to think that he is not. I wish that my mom was here to guide me. I would hate to think that I'm doing this all wrong and that my baby will grow up all messed up. I have had a pretty crazy life and done a lot of things in my life that were stupid and wrong. How can I make sure my baby boy goes down a better path that I did. I pray that knowing he is so loved and so smart and so good is a stepping stone in the right direction. Being a mom is the hardest thing I have ever done and the most important. I pray I am doing it right. #sleepingbaby #mindonoverdrive #worring #needmorepatience #beabettermom #missingmymom #ismybestgoodenough #enjoychildhood #heisloved #heissmart #heisgood #regretsinlife #adifferentpath #beingamomishard #momlife #momslove #momsofinstagram #instamom #instadaily #momblogger