i think hecate’s rejecting me??
For the past couple weeks, I’ve really felt called to Hecate and I decided that I was going to worship her.
I got really psyched out for the Harvest moon and i did some meditation the night before because i planned on doing a bunch of stuff for her on that day and it felt odd. I felt a little unsure right after it, but i figured it wouldnt be anything.
When I woke up, I felt awful. I had absolutely no energy. I got really stressed and anxious at school. After school, there was a thunderstorm outside and I couldn’t see the moon at all and I wasn’t allowed to go outside. I was so disappointed. When I woke up the next morning, I realized I’d gotten my period during the night.
Does anyone know if it’s just because of my period? Or if she’s rejecting me? Is another deity trying to give me signs?? I’d love any feedback that anyone has.