#hell never ends

[lordelmelloi2]

Summer Castoria announced!!!!!!!!!!! :

Realizing that we are going to have to deal with a deluge of people making nsfw posts about Castoria, 16 yr old girl, again:

[stealing-from-walmart69]

How do I already have my period AGAIN I just had it a few weeks ago 😭😭😭

[eggsyarchived]

❛    here ,  let's play  FIFA .   you're the red one ,  i'm blue .    ❜

@toofckngtiny    /    s.

[kirbyasmr]

@ horror blog I follow that just posted some creepy shit at 12AM when i am awake: thanks

[meltesh28]

[heelys noises]

[honeyrisuke]

tfw you wanna help this one friend but you’re not positive enough to do so and have trouble keeping yourself alive for a long time already so basically you really don’t have the strength to make things better for anybody because my thoughts only spiral around how my body hurts rn and i cant sleep and im scared and I’ll probably die of cancer. thats all thats on my mind right now. all i do recently is something i do for distraction and to pull myself up

but now my friend is feeling awful and he called me but i cant get him up because i already cant do it when im okay

so basically now im getting increasingly depressed, im already washing dishes during the call to distract myself

theres nothing i can do or say

I can just listen to him and sometimes say things like “but you do matter” just to be smacked down again and when I say something and being told that “this is not about you” as soon as i try to make comparision as if what I’m trying to do was just selfish and cheap and making things worse

20 minutes ago I was fine

now I wanna cry again and I feel all the pain in my body again

I wanna help people but I in fact cant, telling people i cant help will make me sound selfish so i help just to go back to panic and depression

I wanna fucking kill myself

[wtfmishison-blog]

To do list:

Finish reading and start studying for first Human Sex midterm that's on Monday

Read Bordertown by Tuesday

Work on outline/paper for my literature class that's due on the 23rd

Start thinking about Comm project

Start reading AND catch up on Art History reading

Start memorizing different pieces of art for Art history

Fuck.

Edit: And still be able to go to Sunday Funday....