long transle ramble ahead bc i rgsgrggsg man XD so. i talked to my therapist on monday about those two doctor's letters/reports which i need for my insurance cost coverage proposal, seperate from the therapist indication letter.
n he was like.
"oh. those two doctor's letters are refering to the letters you aquired in case you have already changed your name and gender legally. if you havent, you dont need em."
me on monday, having a scheduled appointment that same week (today) with my psych to get that letter after a year: 🙃
i mean! its the opposite of a problem?? but actually now i feel bada bit. i couldnt tell my psych today, after all this time, so just goin through with it. the last thing my psych needs from me now is a diagnosis report thing from my endo which i needed anyway so?? good?? but...its also my psych's effort here. he is writing the letter afterall in his precious time...
maybe its helpful in the end, given the extend of what im proposing cost coverage for. im just hoping it wasnt all for nothin. seriously how was i supposed to know?? the official requirement thingie just stated "two doctor's letter's from different psychs" how was i supposed to know it was refering to a proccess that is completely seperated legally?? (info: here in germany medical and legal transition business is ruled by different laws. they are independent from each other. actually.)
my therapist also said "yeah, technically insurance isnt even allowed to ask for those since they are seperate processes" dang hell they arent! why is it even listed there then, completely without context???
oh welp. gettin there anyway! typing my proposal soon, next endo appointment (seperate from gettin t) end of august, hopefully-not-unnecessary-doctor's letter end of september, therapy indication by the end of the year, verification document from my surgeon and then sending the proposal with everything to my insurance, after the winter holidays most likely YAAH
argG >:0