Tree Log #4 or something
been a hot minute gamers! been a good week, all things considered. 2 years cancer free, got cute clothes, figured out my hometown has an arcade that fucks way harder than it has any right to, spent time with friends.
Honestly my friends are my lifeblood at this point, they make me so happy. I always knew that I surrounded myself with good people but after coming out and seeing how nonchalantly they all support me with my awkward baby transition makes me feel so nice, just fully enriched after I hang out with everybody. Feels real good to know that my friends like me for who I really am, and figuring out that I want to reflect that more is cool with them, etc.
It feels weird too though! idk it's like I have all this support and I'm so grateful for it but I have a hard time thinking they aren't "faking" it, especially since I do not pass at all. I know they aren't, but if my brain was nice to me life would be different in a lot of ways.
That's all for now drink water ily
