one down
Kuya Arvi has finally found the girl for her. He's happily engaged with his new relationship. His new girlfriend after many years. And I mean it, YEARS--literally. It was on the 14th when they made it official. I can't discuss the further details since it'll just make things complicated. So let's just keep it simple by imposing that the two of them are official.
I am very happy for him. Really. Because I know how many heartbreaks he has been through before getting the right girl. He wasn't lucky, I'm telling you. He was the most unfortunate out of the many fishes around. And to see him happily settling with his new found love is a big step and huge joy for me. I am proud 'cos finally he has found a new. Like the eff, finally!!!
But it also scared me because it means I'll be losing a brother. Well, not totally lose him but I need to keep my distance be more careful with my actions towards him. Our clingy treatment with each other must be guarded since he has a girlfriend to deal with. HAHAHA! But at least I can still come to him and confide everything. By that, I am settled.
Slowly, in no time, each one of them will find their own romance and being the youngest, it's VERY possible to be the latest to find a guy for me. And there's still a hanging question around me: WILL THERE BE A GUY FOR ME? HA~ sure thing. Hopefully, there will.
We discussed this thing. The "being single" issue. I even kidded kuya Jason regarding his life as a single person. I asked him to give a notice in case he has found the one and ready to commit his self. And if that happens, I'll be left alone in our federation. But it's ok with me...kinda? To see them happily committed with someone they love can be the source of my happiness too. I'll be very glad to meet these girls someday. But I'd be dreadful to be surrounded by all of them with all their girlfriends because I'll just be an envious brat. I'll just get jealous and be secretly wishing that I have a boyfriend.