#hellsurvivr

[razorfst]

💔 (because apparently i hate myself) - 10. Your muse purposely fatally injures mine.

He'd asked for this, needed it. Andrei was tired of the blood on his hands. It was the many innocents he'd killed, hunters mixed in, but he was exhausted. Nothing worked, he didn't know what else to do and it seemed this blood mood was going to be his final straw. He'd warned, begged to be handled and yet no one listened. All thought the silver chains would hold him back but they didn't. No, this was much worse. They were torn from the walls and remained on his wrist until he ran free from the basement and into the forest. There the wolf used claws and teeth to break them off. A strength in the wold none had seen before. It had brought her here, his father asking for help, but none knew it would lead to what he had practically been begging for. The wolf had sensed her, knew she was coming before she could step closer and off he went. Claws extended and fangs itching to sink their teeth into her flesh. It was a battle, one she probably hadn't expected to be as tough as it was. Andrei couldn't be reached, the blood moon making that impossible. She had to defend herself, there was no harsh feelings for her when the concentrated force in the dark energy ball was directed at him. No doubt instinct this time to safe herself as it tore into his chest. The wolf stumbled back a few steps, a whimper leaving him as eyes shifted from their golden color to the emerald she knew. Dark brown fur fell from his form as he slowly shifted back into the human form she knew before falling to the ground, gasping for air.

THE MEME FOR PEOPLE WHO HATE HAPPINESS. | Not Accepting | @hellsurvivr

[violentnatured]

🩶 : what line have they already crossed and justified? or regret?

The one line he has crossed and regretted is the innocent lives he has taken in his human years when he killed several Christian lives because of his hatred and resentments towards God. The same can be said for when he transitioned into demon. The lives he took and ruining countless others. Those countless lives haunt him. The biggest ones are his late wife, Alexis and his brother Levi. He wasn't the one that killed them but he blames himself everyday for their deaths.

[violentnatured]

💞 : do they separate sex and feelings, or blur them dangerously?

It depends on the partner for him. He tends to bury his feelings and it takes a real deep connection for him to even consider sex with his partner. If there's a deep connection then he will blur them dangerously without even thinking twice. He will ride that passion, and every emotion that goes with it. If there's not any real connection then he will separate those feelings from sex. He's demon after all, he craves sex no matter how he stands with his beliefs on attraction.

[violentnatured]

🤲 : do they like being in control, or giving it up? (paynes very curious about this one lmfaoooo)

A little of both. He generally does like to be in control, likes the feeling of power he gets from it, claiming his lovers body with his own. He will give up some control and give over to his partner if he's in that kind of mood. He does enjoy when a woman can match his energy and take control.

[violentnatured]

🎭 : how different are they with strangers versus people they trust?

He comes off as cold and harsh around strangers. Which in reality that's not it. He's guarded, reserved, not to mention he's a private person. He will withdrawal from social interaction and he will just shut down completely from any emotions, unorganized thoughts. ( A lot of this stems from his diagnosis with being high functioning schizophrenia even if he's good at hiding it to a degree. It's mostly just looked over. ) It's the opposite with people he trusts and he's comfortable being round. He's relaxed, he's free to be himself. He's funny, and will carry a conversation for as long it lasts. Chris is the type to be protective over those he cares about, or trusts. Though he typical still struggles with his symptoms of his mental illness but it's hardly noticeable, or if at all.

[wolfskrieger]

@hellsurvivr con't from here

It was hard to hide, mostly, because he wanted her to enjoy this day despite not being a fan of the day in general. Leon was trying his best to make sure it wasn't associated with anything bad, creating new memories for her to actually enjoy the day. That was why he had turned to her mother for the advice, helping him with ideas and eventually getting him to this very point where he could take her to his shop. Not much of a hint was given, only helping with breakfast before eventually making their way to his shop. No word given as he didn't want to give away information that would show her just what this was all about. Though he had an idea that was slowly getting revealed as they walked into the shop, placing her in the chair was no doubt the final full reveal for her. At that point the only logical thing was a tattoo. Though he still hadn't said anything and didn't until he pulls out the stencil for her to see. Waiting for her reaction to the stencil, he'd done his best to make sure it looked exactly how she wanted it from the book he had found with the tips from her mother. Something he sees her registering as a chuckle leaves him with a nod.

"She is very helpful, I will say." He points out, lowering the stencil to the side. He knew she wasn't mad, not like how she tried to be. Mainly because he knew she was probably more of a fan of how he was doing this for her, that and she loved him. She couldn't stay mad at him too long, especially when he was doing something for her. Her words only confirm his suspicions and it makes his own grin grow. "I use it to my advantage." He winks, though both knew that wasn't the actual case. All he could do next was wait to hear where she wanted it. His smile never fading as he gets his own station all set up, grabbing what he needed and only moving when she finally tells him. "Perfect." He says, beginning to prepare her thigh. "I think it'll look great there, Schatz. And I'm glad I chose one you've wanted and thought about putting it there." It had been a worry he picked one she hadn't entirely liked or thought much of. The stencil is placed back onto her thigh and pressed down. "You ready?"

[drkroots]

@hellsurvivr said: dance, sender sticks a hand out to receiver and invites them to dance. // deacon (sorry she likes dancing)

          a meme i can't find apparently

               His apartment wasn't the biggest and the music he had playing wasn't what he would consider dancing music, but he'd entertain her if it meant making her smile, even for a short moment.

When her hand was offered to him, he was careful to not drag her down as he rose to feet, unable to stop himself from letting the chuckle escape lips. Then, hand was placed on hip and he began to slowly do his best attempt at a simple sway, simply taking in the music he would usually be headbanging to.

"For my own entertainment, just how many other people have you slow danced with to this sort of music? Should make it a real moment and swap it out for a few of my demos, huh?"

[violentnatured]

╼ call it obsession,   call it madness,  I call it love with teeth. If anyone ever reached for her.   If any one even looked at her wrong.  I would tear their name out of the universe and make the sky choke on the pieces.     I wasn’t born cold,   the world just taught me what I would kill for.   She is the one thing that I guard with all monsters and god help whoever thinks I won’t unleash them,  die for her.   I do it without blinking but dying is to goddamn chance,  my love is a weapon  that I would sacrifice. For her I would choose wrath every time.  I would drag heaven down by the throat, set fire to the edge of creation  and rip the sun out of the sky  before I let another soul touch what’s mine.

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