#help muhhh

[bear-currently-in-training]

TW: de-realization, de-personalization, dissociation (I think??? honestly bros i have no idea what is happening)

Constantly Feeling like you're very mind and soul are fragmented into diffrent beings and having your head constantly morphing in a way way that changes YouTM....

Having these feelings for years of not owning your own mind and having periods where you have no idea who or what you are, (even to the point where I once only vaguely remembered why I was in a car and who was around me and Freaked The Fuck OutTM quite obviously and painfully, while my mother was driving, for no seeming reason) only to constantly push them down and ignore it all because you don't want to face what it might mean....

is not a normal experence.... is it?

[mommy-taylor-swift]

i'm dropping miranda, who would you guys like to see?