#helpmegetfit

[mica2cami]

Finally

After like two years I finally made a doctors appt. all the fun stuff, blood work, Pap smear, and the weight.

I knew I was gaining weight but this was just a wow.

145 lbs

I wasn’t even that high with either of my pregnancies.

I need to lose at least 15lbs. 20lbs would be ideal.

I have no idea how I’ll do that.

[memeingworld]

#puregym #puregymstaines #puregymnortholt #gym #gymmotivation #needtogetfit #fitness #fitnessmotivation #needmotivation #help #helpme #helpmegetfit #needtoloseweight #needtogethealthy #fat #fatboy

[getfitformyweddingpics]

My motivation

According to previous record I’m not gonna change. I’m gonna be pesimistic fatty till I’m 50-ish and then I die.

I have tried to love me more, change, lose weight, do something better with myslef, I don’t know if this makes any sense. Nothing happened. 

I’m 23 years old loser that works at stationery. I don’t have degree and I feel stupid and ugly all the time.

I was also raped last year and since then I’m overeating even more than I did before.

All these things are true. However there’s one more thing: I have one hell of a boyfriend (meaning AWESOOOOME). We’ve been together for 4 crazy years, he loves me no matter what, he helped me when I was kicked out of school, when I started working as labourer, when I was raped and moved to psychiatric clinic for two months and now when I’m fatter than ever.

I hate myself and my body but I love him. I hope I’m gonna be better person for my own sake, but right now I want to do this for him. I want to look better and I hope that with gettin my body in shape my mind will be better too.

Doea it make any sense? I hope so.

So, my motivation?

He wants to propose, and I said no, NOT UNTIL I’LL LOOK AND FEEL BETTER.

SO I HOPE TO GET FIT FOR MY WEDDING PICTURES.

Oh God, I hope I do it this time, really.

[askselena-marie]

send me a word

Send me the word ‘CRUNCH’ and I’ll do 20 crunches

Send me the word ‘SIT-UP’ and I’ll do 20 sit-ups

Send me the word ‘SQUAT’ and I’ll do 25 squats

Send me the word ‘JUMP’ and I’ll do 50 jumping jacks

Send me the word ‘HOLD’ and I’ll hold plank for 1 min.

Send me the word ‘SIT’ and I’ll do wall sits for 1 min.

*i didn’t make this up on my own, but i love love love the idea!*