“Stay,” Thor tells Hephaestus.
what a curious request. surely even with their regions separating them, the gods in norway would know: that hephaestus is ugly, that he is unwanted, that he is only needed for his work - not his companionship. his siblings, of course, would say otherwise. but even then, it’d taken them years — decades, centuries — to have finally broken whatever the rumours and stereotypes they have to finally bond over where their parents have marred.
thor is, as far as hephaestus is aware, generous. courageous. and devastatingly handsome. attractive in ways that hephaestus’ own large feature and heavily-freckled body could not compare. in a way, he reminds the smith so of his brother, the god of war, in the way they exist; in the way they speak and behave, if only ares wasn’t so eager for the rush of the battle.
why would you want me ? he almost wants to ask, but he keeps his mouth pressed together; and the look he gives the blond, it is one born from a suspicious nature and contemplation. i’ve no tools to please you, nothing i’ve smithed or built to cheer you. certainly you must not want me for my presence alone. i know what i am, o’ friend, i know that i am dreary. i speak so little, smile even less. why would you want me ?
but hephaestus only hums. sits there by thor’s side with, shoulders bumping.
‘ if i am enough. ’ he says, and hopes, desperately, that he is.