#her fault

[towerofglass]

these ducks with their own private pond

[t0byinthesky]

I was hosting old Toy Story shorts, and one frame had us fucking gagged. I had no choice but to turn it into a meme drawing :)

heartbomb_art helped me with the rope lmao

[ex1stenc3]

Taiki Shuttle my beloved

Requested by one of my teachers! She told me that i could draw everything i wanted so i just used that as an excuse to draw an another Uma musume fanart!

(Come to think of it, now my teacher will have a random Taiki Shuttle fanart on her wall lol) (will show it to her on Wednesday)

[lil-intr0-vert]

1992 poulsbo Washington emo! I digitized this as well

[natsguitar]

My mother says I’ll have a heart attack if I drink 3 red bulls in less than 3 hours…

[eyeballglitter]

thinking about Steph and Cass and their relationships with their deaths bevause like they are so different. Cass is defined by death, the deaths she has witnessed and the deaths shes caused and it feels right for her to die, for her to die and be reborn somthing stronger, somthing better, her death is the catalyst for a new beginning a new life where she does not have to be weighed down by her past (not that she ever escapes it entirely) it didn't take from her it gave, it gave her a new perspective, a future that was her entirely.

Also side note I think there’s somthing to be said about how when she dies a second time she sees Steph carry her (litterally) to her new life, Steph is the guide that gives her another new futures another chance to life, it is a beautiful transition to a new chapter in her life it is framing device that tells us a new arc is going to start and Steph is was gives her that chance, Steph is her hope in a future or something idk

Stephs death wasn’t beautiful, it wasn’t a life lesson, it wasn’t a second chance or a new beginning. She failed. She failed and she suffered the consequences, she died and it was her fault and she should’ve stayed dead, after you die a pointless, painful, avoidable death how do you live again? How do you start over when you deserved to die, when you fully believed your death was cosmic justice or whatever for making a mistake. And then you wake up, and you weren’t even dead so it shouldn’t matter, but it felt like it, and everyone thought you were, and now you have to start over broken and hurt and a failure.

and idk I think this is really interesting contrast within the media but also definitely is at least partly because of how the writers treated them, and who their deaths were for cass died for her own arc and Steph died because they hate her there wasn’t even a reason, also I haven’t read when Steph comes back alive I don’t even know what comic that is so her part is mainly just based on war games and what I’ve gathered from the fandom

[reginasbread]

what if Maria ended up with Baroness Schraeder? I know it was discussed, but I'm thinking about it again. bear with me. Imagine the tropes!!!!!

Anyway, I also think that it says a lot about a person - whom you liked the most as a kid. I was certainly enchanted by Baroness and look at me now.

[confines]

i've realised i'm unwilling to tell anyone irl this so i will tell the internet. i got really upset in therapy today because my therapist was seriously entertaining the idea that i'm psychotic because i'm experiencing delayed-onset covid-related parosmia as a result of the covid that SHE gave me and she brought up me filling the antipsychotics prescription i previously was given by my doctor when my ptsd was at its worst and my support system at its flimsiest, a prescription i never even filled because as soon as i found out it was an antipsychotic i got really scared and then before i could fill it the situation improved enough that i felt like maybe i could make it without but the thing is parosmia isn't even a symptom of psychoses, she's thinking of phantosmia and i'll be honest having an olfactory processing issue and choosing ANTIPSYCHOTICS for your first line treatment is stupid, i don't care how tired i am of stuff smelling rotten if i can never eat another orange that doesn't have that wet dog smell to it then so be it i'm not going on heavy duty meds for something they won't treat

like literally it's "person who's only read the dsm hearing about a medical symptom: hmm this seems like a psychological symptom" that was so upsetting