#herpderpthoughts

[teracia]

The quiet comfort

Of laying next to you now

Serene and peaceful

[teracia]

Lying down crying

Next to my love

Sleeping in peaceful slumber

Why must they always combat

Anyone Ive loved man or woman.

It’s true I do keep the peace

I’ve had to because keeping

The peace used to be my key to survival

How I got by

Day to day

In keeping a roof over my head

I haven’t really gotten to experience

Merri as a person

Until now

Being separated from

The clutches and the mindset

Of abuse gift wrapped in ‘family’

[teracia]

Looking at how different life is for me compared to 3-4years ago astonishes me. Kicked out, sleeping on a pad in an empty home filled with cobwebs. To only be scooped up by my supervisor refusing to let me go home insisting I come home with her. As a figure and friend in my life you inspired me. You lived with me in all of my craziness and took me in, despite going through hell yourself in a busy household. You grabbed me and called me family and brought me into your life issues and all. You felt so so guilty when I got fired and it wasn’t your fault. We couldn’t have known she would do that to me. When you finally told me you needed the room and I needed to find a place you cried. You told me she was good for me, and I knew she was . I heard you lost your sister. I can’t reach you I’ve tried. I wish I could be there for you as you were there for me. Maybe one day I’ll just drive over there and see if you are still around .

[swoledio]

i really hate livestreaming

because whenever i feel like doing one i suddenly realize that no one comes and its just... embarrassing. i feel like i should just uninstall it and just draw by myself.

and if someone comes i feel awkward and dont know what to talk about so most of the time i just mute myself. and if i say something wrong i feel like theyll get angry/bored and just leave.

sara doesnt know what to do with livestream 2k12